I like the word pfft.
Not much happeneing to me lately. I think I am going to go to the minneapolis community and technical college in the fall. I need to think about money. College is expensive and I need to comprimise between quality and price. I have been thinking about going for psychology. It is my first choice. I hope I enjoy the courses....
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Not much happeneing to me lately. I think I am going to go to the minneapolis community and technical college in the fall. I need to think about money. College is expensive and I need to comprimise between quality and price. I have been thinking about going for psychology. It is my first choice. I hope I enjoy the courses....
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I have decided that I am going to go back to college. This year. I have reached the end for me in my profession. I cannot take the thought of doing this for the rest of my life. I need something more fulfilling. Less loud, less dirty, with less racist assholes that can't see past the end of their noses. I am now deliberating in...
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anishka:
if I make it ya can...otherwise I am not going to say where otherwise I would feel bad if I didnt make it,,,so I am not going to say where...! 
darkjuan:
hehe.. sounds like a good plan.. but, uhh.. I kinda need to pay my mortgage. keeps a roof over my head 
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tegan:
im a pretty good drinker myself.
billybillybilly:
hahahaha.... you fuckers are talking about me. i hate and love you all at the same time.
either way, i've recovered pretty well. pepto bismol is your friend.
either way, i've recovered pretty well. pepto bismol is your friend.
Today is my marriage anniversary.
Spent an hour and a half consoling my wife as she cried herself dry. 12 hour shift at work and 2 and a half hours in traffic.
I love today.
Spent an hour and a half consoling my wife as she cried herself dry. 12 hour shift at work and 2 and a half hours in traffic.
I love today.
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billybillybilly:
lately i've been mostly dealing with the ideas of my own problems, but for you i would make an acception. in fact i'd love to make an acception.
need to hang out, talk or not, let me know.
need to hang out, talk or not, let me know.
thejuanupsman:
Well at least it is over now. Hoping the next year treats you better than the last one.
When it rains it pours.
My friend of twenty years has lost the love of his life. Four years together and it is over. He wants my help and I don't know what to do. He never asks anyone for help. He is devastated. I wish I knew the solution.
My friend has lost her boyfriend for four years. She wants my help. She is...
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My friend of twenty years has lost the love of his life. Four years together and it is over. He wants my help and I don't know what to do. He never asks anyone for help. He is devastated. I wish I knew the solution.
My friend has lost her boyfriend for four years. She wants my help. She is...
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billybillybilly:
i sincerely hope you're right. on that note, i need to eat.
goodnight buddy.
goodnight buddy.
fdnymedic:
whats up bro?
Things have been ok as of late. No major drama. Life seems to be falling into a routine for me. Well as much of a routine as can be expected. My wife is slowly taking my generosity and draining my pocketbook. I guess it doesn't bother me that much. I like to help. No one seems to understand why I do so much for her...
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judas:
no, i didn't think you were short. i was happy to hear from you, in any amount, brief or not. i hope things will be okay, but i am afraid of how little control i have over the lives of the people i love. the indefinite and the surprises they can pull from their hats... it scares the shit out of me.
billybillybilly:
out of curiousity, what perspective should i be looking at this from?
i've tried several.
i've tried several.
Well it is time for the year in review.
Best show: It is a three way tie between Interpol, BRMC w/ The Rapture (same show), or Southern Culture on the Skids.
Best Bar: Grumpy's NE. (Honorable mention to the CC).
Best eats: Psycho Suzi's, Bluefin Bay.
Best experience: Joining SG
Biggest Letdown: My Wife.
Biggest Surprise: Benni. You showed me generousity I have never known....
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Best show: It is a three way tie between Interpol, BRMC w/ The Rapture (same show), or Southern Culture on the Skids.
Best Bar: Grumpy's NE. (Honorable mention to the CC).
Best eats: Psycho Suzi's, Bluefin Bay.
Best experience: Joining SG
Biggest Letdown: My Wife.
Biggest Surprise: Benni. You showed me generousity I have never known....
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styphilis:
you're on my list of things to do this weekend.
er... heh. i'm not going to reword that previous sentence because i like it the way it is. you know what i really mean, though.
who knew that so many good friends could be made whilst bonding over nekked ladies.
er... heh. i'm not going to reword that previous sentence because i like it the way it is. you know what i really mean, though.
who knew that so many good friends could be made whilst bonding over nekked ladies.
styphilis:
yeah. next weekend. the weekend when things are going on. i'm useless without my planner. well, not useless. just retarded. retards are useful.
Hello all!
Today is a better day than the last time I wrote. Christmas is coming soon, and i love Christmas. Everyone seems much more tolerant and kind. Ithink everyone could be a little more kind.
If everyone helped just one person. Just one unexpected act of kindness...oh forget it. Sometimes I get a little too optimistic. That thought is not realistic.
I am going...
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Today is a better day than the last time I wrote. Christmas is coming soon, and i love Christmas. Everyone seems much more tolerant and kind. Ithink everyone could be a little more kind.
If everyone helped just one person. Just one unexpected act of kindness...oh forget it. Sometimes I get a little too optimistic. That thought is not realistic.
I am going...
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neodrunk:
lol!!! i love it, drunk man's heart opening up!!! hey, if we aren't positive in and about our lives, then what good is life? life is good... shit, you pointed that out quite well earlier today with the whole india crisis!
good to see you out last night!!!
good to see you out last night!!!
shanana:
I'm back... I missed you
I hate secrets, I hate lies. I am guilty of both. I will no longer be. You can never turn back the clock and some people can never forgive.
Why do you do this to me? Why do you come here and tear open my heart with that hopeful grin and those pale blue eyes. Why can't you let me change? Let me renew myself....
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Why do you do this to me? Why do you come here and tear open my heart with that hopeful grin and those pale blue eyes. Why can't you let me change? Let me renew myself....
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odette:
traveling for a living. i wish
you may send me to Bali first please thank you
you may send me to Bali first please thank you
benni:
wow. this is the first time ive read this.
youll learn... it may be slow.. baby steps at first, but cliched as it is i swear time will heal it...
and ill be here for you as much and as well as i can be.
im learning to be your friend... and am honestly grateful for the opportunity. youre a wonderful person, and maybe you see it, maybe you dont...
but fuck. im almost in awe of you.
and pie? fuck yeah!
youll learn... it may be slow.. baby steps at first, but cliched as it is i swear time will heal it...
and ill be here for you as much and as well as i can be.
im learning to be your friend... and am honestly grateful for the opportunity. youre a wonderful person, and maybe you see it, maybe you dont...
but fuck. im almost in awe of you.
and pie? fuck yeah!
I feel the need to update my journal with something a little more substantial but I cannot think of anything.
Life is funny sometimes. I have this pencil in my things. I have had it for quite a few years. I have never lost it and really wouldn't care too much if I did. But it is still there. Found when I need it, even...
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Life is funny sometimes. I have this pencil in my things. I have had it for quite a few years. I have never lost it and really wouldn't care too much if I did. But it is still there. Found when I need it, even...
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benni:
still planning on tuesday? missing early morning stairwell conversations...
emoticons are getting me through...
now if i could only sleep.
emoticons are getting me through...
now if i could only sleep.
anishka:
Yea she has been quite mean lately...the other day she was coming up to give me a kiss and then she bit me really hard...I was not to happy about that! So who are you talking about in your journal? 
Well I am back. Itis so great to finally have the internet returned to me. I have missed coming here and getting my socialization fix.
My move went well. Even getting the Piano out of the basement was not as bad as expected. My wife moved back to the Iron Range to live with her folks until she gets on her feet, or until I...
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My move went well. Even getting the Piano out of the basement was not as bad as expected. My wife moved back to the Iron Range to live with her folks until she gets on her feet, or until I...
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neodrunk:
back is alright, it's mending slowly.
makes a big difference once the beard actually gets grown in.
makes a big difference once the beard actually gets grown in.
benni:
you know, i think i saw your place once... when i was LOOTING IT! yeah, thats right. i used your paper towels. and your dishsoap. and your laundry soap. and your tv. and your internet. and i peed in your toilet. sue me. prove ANY OF IT. BET... YOU... CANT.
i despise you with my love.
i despise you with my love.
Well, it has begun. The awful, awful process of moving. I must still find a truck and storage for my things. Can't let them go. What is life without these "things"?
She came home last night and we did not speak nearly at all. She said she is sick and went to sleep in her rrom. I am so sick and tired of her right...
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She came home last night and we did not speak nearly at all. She said she is sick and went to sleep in her rrom. I am so sick and tired of her right...
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neodrunk:
what's shakin' "mr. quiet" all of a sudden?
hitting the 90's monday night?
good times!!!! who knew a bunch of gay topless men in a room could provide such fun enjoyment for a bunch of straight folk???
hitting the 90's monday night?
good times!!!! who knew a bunch of gay topless men in a room could provide such fun enjoyment for a bunch of straight folk???
benni:
i wrote you a letter on the plane... that i fell asleep in the middle of writing and never finished, so ill give it to you when i get home. 
ok, let`s do this thing....
*pulls out case of guns*
i heart school. when you get your psychology degree, you can call me crazy. i've had a hankerin' to throw another party. if only to see your purdy face.