Saturday May 28, 2005

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Three days after today until May is over.

I have a sinking feeling.

I may have made a huge mistake. I may pay for my trust in people.

I hope not.
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parks:
It's the song Avalanche by Leonard Cohen

I never go swimming or wear a bathing suit at the beach. I sit fully clothed, because the water and the outdoors makes me happy
parks:
I'm at my parents' house untill my laundry is done

nothing else planned

Friday May 27, 2005

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Subjects of thought that went through my head at work today:

Being able to stop time at will.

The redeeming qualities of drinking coffee.

Sex.

My crippling lack of money.

The burrito's at Chipotle.

Friends.

How much I hate my job.

How much I hate my job.

How I never win anything.

Finding out ten minutes later that I won three cans of bug spray...
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comicking:
hehehe! Going through someone's journal comments and I saw one that you posted in...

isn't it strange how different a sentence can be with one letter missing? take this one for example:

Your roommate leaving was probably a god thing



a god thing? Dude, you're like so religious... tongue

monkeysee:
I'm going to try to make it to the weenie roast, see you there?

weenie.. heh heh tongue

Tuesday May 24, 2005

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The chicken wings at the Country Bar are laced with crack.

I need a sponsor.
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comicking:
woo hoo new profile pic!

Has anyone mentioned yet that dwelling on something that failed makes the potential of starting over that much harder? You tend to bring those around you down, dooming future possibilities to fail before they have begun.

So what are the drumsticks at the Colonel's laced with?
_alice_:
sometimes i like to watch t.v., it`s true.

Monday May 23, 2005

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On my home from work today I drove by a stripmall that had a generic marquee out front and on it it said:

Electrolysis is permanent.

Y Tweez
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liante:
One of these days I'm totally getting electrolysis! When I can afford it. And don't care too much about the possibility of electrical burns.

I have not yet seen the new Star Wars, although I've voraciously read every review I can get my hands on and can recite the plot plus several lines of dialogue already. With a movie like that, I have no fear of spoilers -- I just want to be totally, completely sure that I will not leave the theater in a homicidal rage like I did for the last two. But I'm hearing good things about it, so that shouldn't be a problem. I'll probably go see it later this week.

The Narnia trailer does look good. I was so close to using "Jadis" as my SG name. But now I'm glad I didn't since it appears that she's blonde in the film. wink

(Edited because me no spelly gud.)

[Edited on May 24, 2005 10:22AM]
_alice_:
right, i will be keeping an eye out for you when i get there.
liver failure, here we come!

Friday May 20, 2005

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Even though I am not a fan of her music. Gwen Stefani should be ashamed of herself for even considering recording that song "Hollaback Girl"?! That's right. That is how it is spelled.

I think it is the worst thing I have ever heard. Or to put it in her own words:

It's bananas! B-A-N-A-N-A-S!

Everyone go to FrancaLingua and welcome her back!
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_alice_:
that would be the best super hero power ever!
my weakness for shoes knows no bounds.
pixie_punch:
i enjoy white girls who quasi-rap about fruit.

biggrin

Thursday May 12, 2005

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Is it possible to be so broken inside that you can never be fixed?

I mean how do you defeat despair when it seems to have taken over.

What does it take to feel free? To feel truly free.

Do you know?

Does anyone?

Anyone?

blackeyed








I wish I could just stop,
I know another moment will break my heart
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_alice_:
well a trip to minneapolis is definitely in order!
perhaps a summer trip..... confused (that`s the closest thing to a thinking smiley i could find)
comicking:
Not only is it possible, its fact. everyone is broken, and we can not ever get fixed, just bandaged.

To be free: Give into despair. Try it.. afterwards you'll know what freedom really is.

Tuesday May 10, 2005

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I am now at my new place. I have internet back and TV. You never know how much you'd miss that stuff when you have it at your fingertips.

That said moving to a new place has not left my old problems behind. That is ok, though. I am slowly learning how todeal with them better each day.

The only one I'm sick of dealing...
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styphilis:
i may have decided to transfer schools. this would actually mean over a year without classes before i could start at the new school. thinking about not being in school makes me excited for my social life.
_alice_:
damn moving. i hope to not have to do it for a long time, and i just signed another lease on my place, so i should be good for at least another year. i`m kinda worried that my apartment building is going to be on the choping block for new condo space within the next couple of years though. my two story tiny building is surrounded by giant condos blackeyed .

i`m glad you have internet again kiss

Monday May 02, 2005

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My move officially starts today...I hate moving. Almost more than anything.

What do I hate more?

Saying goodbye.

I don't want to. I want to take you with me. Trade my two two new ones for you. You are the best. I am going to miss you so much. Even though we were both busy alot of the time.

Please don't disappear.

I love you...and...
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_alice_:
i hate moving too, which is partly why i just signed another lease on my apartment. also i love my apartment.
that sucks that you have to leave a good roommate behind frown
comicking:
It seemed like you were never updating for awhile... maybe I was expecting it more often at the time... SO I hadn't been around until now... come to find several pages have gone by and that you're moving.

contrast mentions you'll be near dreamhaven. The owner Greg, is a nice guy. The guy I used to know as friend knows Greg very well, and has helped to keep the dream alive back when the store in Dinkytown was just a closet close to 25 years ago.

Sunday Apr 17, 2005

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_alice_:
ahhh, the 80s.... fabulous.
thanks for your comments. i am feeling a little better now. i`ll be back to normal in time.
_alice_:
yeah, montreal is the shit. i don`t think i could live there though. i`d get into way too much trouble blush .

i`m gonna have to get the pirate dental plan all striaghtened out, then it`ll be smooth sailing.
ha! that sentence was full of puns whatever .

Thursday Apr 14, 2005

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Isn't it funny how even though you are around people for at least half of your day you can still manage to be utterly alone?

I am.

100 hours of Overtime in the last four weeks. Fuck do I hate work.

Change is on the horizon for me. I don't know if it will be good or bad. I have no perspective on life. I...
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pixie_punch:
come visit me at sebastian joe's tonight. ice cream is a definite remedy for lonliness,

smile smile smile
_alice_:
i do want to get it. i really like it.
my biggest concern is that i will be covering up another tattoo that i`ve had for 8 years that i don`t like anymore, so if i don`t like it, what`s to say i`ll still like this new one 8 more years from now?
i`ve decided to get it, so if i don`t like it i`ll be seeing you soon, sneaky rhino.
wink

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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Dominic Caluroso was born in the city of Whitegate to the name Rohan Preston. His father was an officer in the Trillium army by the name of Stephan Preston. His mother was a very beautiful thespian named Victoria Steele.

Much of Rohans youth was spent at his mothers side due to the war with The Consolidated Regions of Tesh. He and his mother traveled in...
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comicking:
Sounds like a story I've heard before, read somewhere before... or perhaps I dreamt of reading it here if you wrote this... its a good read! a nice short story.

miao!!
comicking:
ok, where is she? What have you done with her? You're not the butler, but you have the same kind of connections! I speak of the one who rules everything above you.. I've lost track of time and space and the goddesses of destruction.

Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

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I am surrounded. Caught in the middle while I watch from the outside. People talking to me about things. Prblems, regrets, just talking because I am easy to talk to. I love it. I love being trusted. I love thinking that my perspective is thought by some to be rational, thoughtful, in perspective.

If I could provide that same bit of levity and clarity to...
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mistakesmade:
Glad your still happy biggrin
pixie_punch:
you are my hero! thank you. smile smile smile
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