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charlana

Piscataway, NJ

Hopeful Since 2010

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Sunday Jul 18, 2010

Jul 18, 2010
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I was surprised to see the reaction my set received. I didn't really expect much, but wow, people are truly liking it. Thank you all for your positive and sweet comments, they are really appreciated!

Anyway, here I am sitting in my first apartment on our make-shift couch (which is really just a giant bean bag) sitting in cool air. This is so empowering, finally being on my own. A lease holder. A bill payer. Sure, it's TONS of stress...there isn't a day that goes by where I don't panic about money...but it makes all my other issues start to seem a little...ridiculous. I don't worry about my body as much because I have tons of other things to worry about. It's strange, because I can't remember the last time I wasn't self-critical but right now it seems to be at ease. It's quite comfortable.

I really should sleep, I have to wake up early and ride my bike to work...hmm. Perhaps I will.

I leave you with this:
"Everything changes eventually. I know that's true, but it's hard to wait sometimes. Sometimes you just have to make things happen. I'm making things happen now. Whether they prove good or bad simply remains to be seen."
(The photo is one of my own.)
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
personaljesus:
Your set is amazing!!love
Jul 19, 2010
alexeiffel:
^^^^ he is right.
Jul 21, 2010

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