He can't breathe, Hes gasping for air.
He grabs for a hand, but nobody's there.
You may think hes just playing a childish game...
But his blood stained sleeve proves his true pain.
This is not a game, this reality is real.
He just cant cope so cuts his wrists to deal.
Why on earth is a teenage boy so sad everyday ?
He knows...
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He grabs for a hand, but nobody's there.
You may think hes just playing a childish game...
But his blood stained sleeve proves his true pain.
This is not a game, this reality is real.
He just cant cope so cuts his wrists to deal.
Why on earth is a teenage boy so sad everyday ?
He knows...
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the mercys might.
the killers fight.
the idiotic immensity.
the seers sight.
the victims fright.
the immense idiocy.
the tellers story.
the winners glory.
the feeling takes over her soul.
the stories gory.
the girls history.
the soul, though she tries is not whole.
the builders home.
the callers phone.
the stunning curiosity.
the one on her own.
the heart is the stone.
the curious...
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the killers fight.
the idiotic immensity.
the seers sight.
the victims fright.
the immense idiocy.
the tellers story.
the winners glory.
the feeling takes over her soul.
the stories gory.
the girls history.
the soul, though she tries is not whole.
the builders home.
the callers phone.
the stunning curiosity.
the one on her own.
the heart is the stone.
the curious...
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trebo:
How things going sweetie? You play with words with such ease. Is it hitting close to home?
trebo:
Makes perfect sense!! I do the same thing, I have a lot of poetry that deals with my issues ( darker side ) So yeah I know where you are coming from.
i want to go to disneyland.
i need the happiest place on earth.
for gods sake, someone take me to see micky mouse.
oh, and bring me coffee with two creams and a scoop of sugar.
do this now and i shall be your slave for life.
if i do not get my way i'm going to have a temper tantrum.
ok, i'm done.
sleep...
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i need the happiest place on earth.
for gods sake, someone take me to see micky mouse.
oh, and bring me coffee with two creams and a scoop of sugar.
do this now and i shall be your slave for life.
if i do not get my way i'm going to have a temper tantrum.
ok, i'm done.
sleep...
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trebo:
Whats on your mind so much that you cant sleep?? Have any camamille ( did I spell that right 
) tea?? Tell me whats going on sweetie.
Slave for life huh!?? just for coffee?? you are too easy!
) tea?? Tell me whats going on sweetie.
Slave for life huh!?? just for coffee?? you are too easy!
judas:
wouldn't it be fun to go to disneyland with courtney love? it could be a real scary good time.
sunday, sleepy sunday.
crock pots are going with meatballs, chili and lil' smokies.
munchies are yummy.
gotta do some laundry, must have clean socks.
crock pots are going with meatballs, chili and lil' smokies.
munchies are yummy.
gotta do some laundry, must have clean socks.
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yuriel:
mmm this reminds me
im still hungry!
im still hungry!
reverendbenzo:
I want some little smokies! Pleeeeease??
and so tonight we ring in a new year.
when i was a little girl the thought of 2005 seemed almost impossible. it seemed so far way. i'd lay in my bed at night, listen to them fight and pray my door didn't open.
2005 is upon me now, the year that as a child i thought was a magical number. 2005 would be the...
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when i was a little girl the thought of 2005 seemed almost impossible. it seemed so far way. i'd lay in my bed at night, listen to them fight and pray my door didn't open.
2005 is upon me now, the year that as a child i thought was a magical number. 2005 would be the...
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yuriel:
happy new year
thank you
ps
i envy you
*eyes pink comment uppermost on list*
hehe
dont tell!
(im pathetic and i dont care... okw ell i do sides i feel guilty!)
me loved? naah
i might be well liked by some people way more than i deserve though hehe
thank you
ps
i envy you
*eyes pink comment uppermost on list*
hehe
dont tell!
(im pathetic and i dont care
... okw ell i do sides i feel guilty!)
me loved? naah
i might be well liked by some people way more than i deserve though hehe
urblueygrl:
Its up to you to make your life better I think thats the hardest thing i had to learn. I hope your new year brings you all the happiness and love you deserve.
Someone in my life is sad. This is a person that I care about with all of my heart and she's bitterly sad. There is nothing I can do. I can call, but she'll say she's fine. I could go there, but she'll smile and pretend she's alright. But I know her.. her words betray her and she's sad.
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Her heart, although it seems bigger...
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yuriel:
*sniffle* *hugs*
youre a wonderful friend.
wish i knew what it was like to have some like that here around me...
*hugs*
i know how she feels too...
i wish i knew what to say/do or whatever
but i guess time may sort things out?
youre a wonderful friend.
wish i knew what it was like to have some like that here around me...
*hugs*
i know how she feels too...
i wish i knew what to say/do or whatever
but i guess time may sort things out?
judas:
sweetheart, i'm not bluffing or pretending when i say i'll be fine. the resolutions that i have come to since speaking to him last night have stopped most of the ickiness. i vomited this morning because i drank too much vodka last night, not because of anything else. i laughed a lot last night and had a really good time. mostly because i had resolved to not be concerned about connor so much as myself for a while. i spoke to him just a bit ago, no matter what comes of this, i need some time to get myself together. without him. i do need my friends right now, but honestly, i am fine. i was laying on the couch dreaming of grilled cheese, watching buffy before i came here to write this. i will make my grilled cheese now, and you won't worry. everything will be peachy keen when the dust settles.
Just in general, I'm so over it.
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the_gentleman:
Umm... 
yuriel:
this good or bad?
And with a relieved heart I will be glad to see 2004 end. In the last three months:
My mother in law was laid off.
My husbands grandfather was diagnosed with cancer.
My bestfriends grandmother died.
My neighbor/friend's uncle had a stroke.
His (the above mentioned) girlfriends best friend died in a car crash.
So, enough is enough. Bring on 2005.
My parents left today....
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My mother in law was laid off.
My husbands grandfather was diagnosed with cancer.
My bestfriends grandmother died.
My neighbor/friend's uncle had a stroke.
His (the above mentioned) girlfriends best friend died in a car crash.
So, enough is enough. Bring on 2005.
My parents left today....
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dirtyground:
if youre picking Roby up be good to her! she's ma baby...
thank you, though! youre awesome.
thank you, though! youre awesome.
porcelainheart:
2005 better be a lot more smooth than 2004. that's all i ask.
miss you both.
xoxo
miss you both.
xoxo
Ok.. so I said that I wouldn't be around much this week but I couldn't stay away.. it's sad, I know.
I had the coolest dream last night, it was so bright and colorful that it almost makes me sad that I had to wake up. I was walking through a field of sunflowers. I had to look up to see the tops of the...
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I had the coolest dream last night, it was so bright and colorful that it almost makes me sad that I had to wake up. I was walking through a field of sunflowers. I had to look up to see the tops of the...
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the_gentleman:
So, I checked under the tree this morning...and you weren't there. *pouts*
ha ha
Merry Christmas
ha ha
Merry Christmas
Today is my last day of work this week. I am taking the rest of the week off to rest and get ready for my parents visit to MN. They get here on Thursday and I can't wait.
I am so excited for their visit and I'm terrified all at the same time. This is their first visit here since we moved 3 years ago....
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I am so excited for their visit and I'm terrified all at the same time. This is their first visit here since we moved 3 years ago....
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neodrunk:
TOTALLY OK!
have fun with your folks this week! i wish you, eric and the little guys the best of holiday's!
take care, sweetie!
have fun with your folks this week! i wish you, eric and the little guys the best of holiday's!
take care, sweetie!
when can you and eric come out and play again?