So.... my house will be full with friends tonight. Just the way I like it.
There is one problem with having house guests.. my house looks like a fucking tornado hit it. I guess I have to clean. I thought I'd share my cleaning ritual with you people:
10:20 - Type 'pity me becuase I have to clean' journal entry
10:30 - Breakfast.. Coco Puffs...
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There is one problem with having house guests.. my house looks like a fucking tornado hit it. I guess I have to clean. I thought I'd share my cleaning ritual with you people:
10:20 - Type 'pity me becuase I have to clean' journal entry
10:30 - Breakfast.. Coco Puffs...
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At work we have an instant messenger tool called Same Time. I use it a lot to discuss financials and the status of my contracts with my customers. I also use it to talk to a very smart young man that, for reasons unknown to me, seems to 'get me' at the most basic level.
We discussed today the front I put up to avoid...
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We discussed today the front I put up to avoid...
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l_f:
Yuri is transparent, but you ... vary. It depends on the kind and amount of information that you release that day. What you wrote relates well to that other entry on not accepting failure. Now it is not accepting pain.
One of the ways to overcome pain anxiety and get stronger is experiencing life, including the pain, which is part of it. One reduces one's sensitiveness to it by practicing (in this case, "by experiencing" would be better said.) And so one learns to avoid mistakes and bad approaches to relationships, becoming wiser about them. It is part of growing up, and one matures in the various aspects of life at different paces.
What would be happiness without pain ? And pain is useful because, like everything else in life, it is educative. Of course, one has to beware not to learn the wrong lessons, not to assume too much.
Aaah ! And the fun of all that catharsis later ...
Cheers,
Lord_Frous
[Edited on Jul 09, 2004 8:57PM]
One of the ways to overcome pain anxiety and get stronger is experiencing life, including the pain, which is part of it. One reduces one's sensitiveness to it by practicing (in this case, "by experiencing" would be better said.) And so one learns to avoid mistakes and bad approaches to relationships, becoming wiser about them. It is part of growing up, and one matures in the various aspects of life at different paces.
What would be happiness without pain ? And pain is useful because, like everything else in life, it is educative. Of course, one has to beware not to learn the wrong lessons, not to assume too much.
Aaah ! And the fun of all that catharsis later ...
Cheers,
Lord_Frous
[Edited on Jul 09, 2004 8:57PM]
quasi_sean:
sometimes...only rare do i think do we meet those people who totally get us in that way that we never think possible and then it's such a mystery that we can drive ourselves crazy...but maybe, just maybe, there are those that we will never understand why this happens...
regardless, maybe you need to be figured out...there's no need for someone so awesome to feel so bad.
regardless, maybe you need to be figured out...there's no need for someone so awesome to feel so bad.
At 2am this morning I stopped crying and made love to my husband.
I guess I'm just burnt. Feeling random. In need of a break.. but not in the form of a vacation. I need to open my skull, take out my brain, air it out and let it 'debug' for a few days. Is it possible to take a vacation from one's self without...
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I guess I'm just burnt. Feeling random. In need of a break.. but not in the form of a vacation. I need to open my skull, take out my brain, air it out and let it 'debug' for a few days. Is it possible to take a vacation from one's self without...
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adaline1:
here is a hug for you.
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG!
HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG!
quasi_sean:
yay for the smiles. 
and we love charitee.
and we love charitee.
Today I could not possibly need a hug more.
Today I'm crying for no reason.
Today I have a headache that's making my eyes hurt.
Today I just want to blow off some steam but can't afford it.
Today I have no patience.
Today I give up.
Today sucks.
Today I'm crying for no reason.
Today I have a headache that's making my eyes hurt.
Today I just want to blow off some steam but can't afford it.
Today I have no patience.
Today I give up.
Today sucks.
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porcelainheart:
you took the words right out of my mouth.
that's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
that's exactly how i'm feeling right now.
l_f:
Today you may wanna chat with us, your friends.
Magik mend and candle burn,
Saddness end, healthy heart return.
She's on my mind again. I seem to miss her more and more instead of less and less. Almost 10 years she's been gone but my heart still lingers there. It waits for her.
I've cried all the tears I have for her while awake but my dreams betray me. I cry in my dreams...
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Saddness end, healthy heart return.
She's on my mind again. I seem to miss her more and more instead of less and less. Almost 10 years she's been gone but my heart still lingers there. It waits for her.
I've cried all the tears I have for her while awake but my dreams betray me. I cry in my dreams...
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blasfemme:
i am glad you have come to our little world here on SG. many times i have been made to feel better by these beautiful people here.
we need to hang out soon.
we need to hang out soon.
Fight Club. A movie of Freudian proportion. If you dissect this movie to the sheer underlining meaning of its writing you can find yourself feeling a little insane and liking it.
Consider for a moment, having the ability to do and say anything you choose. What would you do? If you could beat the shit out of anyone in your life without fear of repercussion,...
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Consider for a moment, having the ability to do and say anything you choose. What would you do? If you could beat the shit out of anyone in your life without fear of repercussion,...
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halsonic:
"The things you own end up owning you".
Word.
Word.
quasi_sean:
i've come back for air.
Cleaning day.. yuck.
I know my house is under here somewhere. There should be a kitchen but I can't see it.. now, I love clutter.. it makes me happy, but this is nuts..
So.. here I go.. yup..............
I'm going..
see....
fuck, motivation is not my strong suit. erhg!
I know my house is under here somewhere. There should be a kitchen but I can't see it.. now, I love clutter.. it makes me happy, but this is nuts..
So.. here I go.. yup..............
I'm going..
see....
fuck, motivation is not my strong suit. erhg!
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neodrunk:
Fantabulous to meet ya!
neodrunk:
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
The day after the night before!! My feet hurt damn it.. damn evil boots.. perhaps a cerimonial shoe burning is in order!
The show was great! Half naked girlies and chocolate sauce.. yippy! But, I gotta say that no matter how visually thrilling thw show was, the company was even better! SGTC people rule! Never met a nicer group of fellow freaks! Love you guys!...
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The show was great! Half naked girlies and chocolate sauce.. yippy! But, I gotta say that no matter how visually thrilling thw show was, the company was even better! SGTC people rule! Never met a nicer group of fellow freaks! Love you guys!...
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Actually get to go out tonight with the boy thanks to some great friends who agreed to sit for us! Yeah, thanks you two!
Need to call B though, it's her first weekend with her boy in over a month and I want to make sure they're in bed doing the nasty.. as it should be... maybe I shouldn't call.. don't want to interupt anything...
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Need to call B though, it's her first weekend with her boy in over a month and I want to make sure they're in bed doing the nasty.. as it should be... maybe I shouldn't call.. don't want to interupt anything...
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suiclide:
happy independence day
brought to you in part by ....me
have fun
brought to you in part by ....me
have fun
princesskat:
Hey chica! Turns out it's pneumonia! Yuck! Are you feeling up to par?
Have a great 4th!
Have a great 4th!
Feeling better, feeling better!!! Yippy!
Still can't talk very loudly but no one seems to be complaining about that..
Boss sent everyone home early today for the holiday.. normally a nice gesture but I think he just wanted to get out of there and can't until we're all gone.. every has a motive.
Trying to get out this weekend.. NEED a night out with the...
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Still can't talk very loudly but no one seems to be complaining about that..
Boss sent everyone home early today for the holiday.. normally a nice gesture but I think he just wanted to get out of there and can't until we're all gone.. every has a motive.
Trying to get out this weekend.. NEED a night out with the...
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neodrunk:
Well you have a "free" plan B if you just want to get out of the house.
What does the little devil drink? Vodka, Gin, Milk... ???
What does the little devil drink? Vodka, Gin, Milk... ???
not_tom:
Don't look a gift boss in the mouth. I had to work all day - leave to pick my little parasite (I like that endearing phrase) - and then work some more after I got home! I'm enjoyiing a beer now, though!
Glad that you are on the mend. Hope that you can work out the adult naked time now that you are feeling better!
Have a great holiday weekend!
Glad that you are on the mend. Hope that you can work out the adult naked time now that you are feeling better!
Have a great holiday weekend!
&heart;