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Thursday Dec 30, 2004

Dec 30, 2004
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Someone in my life is sad. This is a person that I care about with all of my heart and she's bitterly sad. There is nothing I can do. I can call, but she'll say she's fine. I could go there, but she'll smile and pretend she's alright. But I know her.. her words betray her and she's sad.

Her heart, although it seems bigger than any other, is growing colder daily as she falls into her pit of saddness. I want to save her, to pull her away from her heartache, cook her soup and read her Emily Bronte while she paints her toes and curls up in the corner of the couch.

How do I save her? How do I make her feel loved and needed?

I spend all day in corporate hell and then come home to read her words and it's breaking me. I'm so selfish with wishes to make my life happier and whole but my wishes should be for her.

I wish above all she finds peace in her life, love in her life, a smile. I desperatly wish she'd find her smile.

I just want her to know she's loved.
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yuriel:
*sniffle* *hugs*
youre a wonderful friend.
wish i knew what it was like to have some like that here around me...
*hugs*
i know how she feels too...
i wish i knew what to say/do or whatever
but i guess time may sort things out?
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
Dec 30, 2004
judas:
sweetheart, i'm not bluffing or pretending when i say i'll be fine. the resolutions that i have come to since speaking to him last night have stopped most of the ickiness. i vomited this morning because i drank too much vodka last night, not because of anything else. i laughed a lot last night and had a really good time. mostly because i had resolved to not be concerned about connor so much as myself for a while. i spoke to him just a bit ago, no matter what comes of this, i need some time to get myself together. without him. i do need my friends right now, but honestly, i am fine. i was laying on the couch dreaming of grilled cheese, watching buffy before i came here to write this. i will make my grilled cheese now, and you won't worry. everything will be peachy keen when the dust settles.
Dec 31, 2004

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