charitee

I hear you knock
But you can't come in
The door is locked
With thoughts of sin

Don't try the windows
The glass won't break
I've tried it before
To no avail, a mistake

The phone can ring
For days on end
I won't pick it up
I'm trying to mend

You see I'm deep inside
I've built this hole
It's mostly quiet
Just the echo of my soul

It's here in the dark
I can hold onto my mind
I'm just hurting myself
No ties that bind

Of these thoughts I won't speak
As no one to worry
It's much colder now
My vision so blurry

It's down here at the bottom
When I feel at home
It's the way life's become
I'm better off alone

So I'll keep all emotions
Locked away deep inside
I won't let you in
No matter how hard you try

You can't break it down
The wall that is here
It's composition too great.
Too much pain mixed with fear

(Thank you Colleen)