charitee

this place, that place. every place. all infultrated with beings that seemingly hate me. if one believed what one heard then i am a bad person, a bad friend, have no heart and don't deserve oxygen.

i need to focus on the love i have and keep it to myself in my little corner, in my own little space.

i need a break. i need a moment of complete silence where my head doesn't scream at me. i need to not feel like everything i touch turns to shit. i need to not feel like everything i say is misunderstood.

i need to be left alone to smile if i so choose. i need a moment of peace in my otherwise fucked up life.

i need to remember what being treated like a person feels like.

i need to not be ignored. i need to hear answers to long outstanding questions. i need some reason for the way i feel.

i need to sleep. i need to dream. i need to not wake up until things are better.