charitee

Magik mend and candle burn,
Saddness end, healthy heart return.

She's on my mind again. I seem to miss her more and more instead of less and less. Almost 10 years she's been gone but my heart still lingers there. It waits for her.

I've cried all the tears I have for her while awake but my dreams betray me. I cry in my dreams for her. Cry, hot, angry, sad, painful tears.

Angry that she's gone. Angry that she left me the way she did. Angry she can't ever come home.

Sad she'll never know my children. Sad I'll never again hear her laugh. Sad to be alone without her.

I don't think I'll ever heal.