The LAST paragraph I will HOPEFULLY EVER have to write to my X...and it went something like this...
Now do me a favor...
leave me the fuck alone...one day awhile from now I will look you up and ask you how you are doing. One day awhile from now I'll check up on you because I love you....and because your happiness means alot to me. One day I'll want to know where your life has gone and what you have been doing with yourself...ill want to hear your adventures because i'll know your living your dreams. One day...But for now go the fuck away, you cloud my mind and fuck with my emotions. I can't move on with you around telling me how we arent together. I'm lashing out because I want you the fuck out of my life for now. I want to get on with my life. I gave you WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH OF ME....WAY TOO MUCH! I REALLY THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS WORTH IT...but in the end it wasnt...so fuck off...please...let me find peace.
It really is glorious...you have no idea....
The most liberating this i probably have ever written....
Now do me a favor...
leave me the fuck alone...one day awhile from now I will look you up and ask you how you are doing. One day awhile from now I'll check up on you because I love you....and because your happiness means alot to me. One day I'll want to know where your life has gone and what you have been doing with yourself...ill want to hear your adventures because i'll know your living your dreams. One day...But for now go the fuck away, you cloud my mind and fuck with my emotions. I can't move on with you around telling me how we arent together. I'm lashing out because I want you the fuck out of my life for now. I want to get on with my life. I gave you WAY TOO FUCKING MUCH OF ME....WAY TOO MUCH! I REALLY THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS WORTH IT...but in the end it wasnt...so fuck off...please...let me find peace.
It really is glorious...you have no idea....
The most liberating this i probably have ever written....
she's gotta have her own life, her own happiness, and you will find yours i'm sure of it