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chaoticmonkey

Raleigh, North Carolina

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Saturday Dec 13, 2008

Dec 13, 2008
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Fuck I am lonely...It's a deep horrible hopeless feeling it is. And it stems from this poor idea that people have that "it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all." These people know nothing of how it FEELS to have your feelings torn and ripped and tattered.

What is love anyway...

Would anyone even know it if it smacked them in the face?

Too many emotions, too many thoughts....we let our mind interfere with our heart. Let too many things get in the way of the passion, the connection, the chemistry that draws us to each other.

Fuck! Love...or passion...THATS what drives people insane.

Sooo tired.....sooo tired of searching....
Soooo tired....

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