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chaoticmonkey

Raleigh, North Carolina

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Sunday Oct 28, 2007

Oct 28, 2007
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Mood : Resigned
Listening to : The sweet sound of industrial

The following is a lyrical melding of all im feeling...

So much i'll never know, so much i can never feel, so many promises betrayed when you walked away.
Im holding on letting the past slip through my fingers, but the scars that burn my soul won't let it go...i can never leave. there's no way back i left too soon, i'm falling down where are you? Too far to reach too lost to care...is this what you wanted? Im slipping away letting the past decide my reasons and the scars that mark my soul have left me crippled in isolation...Don't let it go, where have you gone? The memories so clear, there's no turning back...please don't let it go,don't turn away...my soul is tied to yours...foreverTomorrow never came, the colors washed away...never seeing through we lost it all. We've walked away,
you're letting go letting the past slip through your fingers, dropped into this nothingness these cries for help were never answered.............................................It was a moment of clarity, we were lost in the cold. In the landslide that buried a part of my soul. Im leaving behind what was already there. Just a fictional time i can no longer bare. And when the days turn into years, please promise me that what we were....will always remain Beyond the fading touch of time....a neverending time, to guide us home, if we should lose our way. In just a moment, sincerity...gave way to the cold. In the season that withered...a part of my soul. Well we are saying goodbye...to what was never there. Just a fictional time, that no longer cares. And when the days turn into years, please promise me that what we were....will always remain Beyond the fading touch of time....a neverending time, to guide us home, if we should lose our way. And when the days turn into years, please promise me that what we were....will always remain Beyond the fading touch of time....a neverending time, to guide us home, if we should lose our way.....................Out of love, thinking of
Where did everything go wrong with us, There must be some better way. I'm on my own, free to roam, Who's afraid to be alone? I'm not. There's got to be another way 'Cause some things are never meant to be. Real love is not for me...Too much hurt and too much pain, All I need is a lover's touch. Real love is not for me
In the end it's all the same, you'll see...Hopeless misery. Down and out, full of doubt, Feeling like a stupid clown, I've cried...That's why there is no other way. I've been there, in despair, You can't take me there again, my friend...So please just go away. 'Cause some things are never meant to be. Real love is not for me...Too much hurt and too much pain, All I need is a lover's touch. Real love is not for me
In the end it's all the same, you'll see...Hopeless misery. All the things that I regret, All the things I should have said. I can't forgive; I can't forget. No, never fall in love again, I cannot bear the consequence and give my heart to another. Searching hard, near and far, won't stop 'till I've seen it all and done what comes to me along the way. I'll tell you so, time will show, and in the end you'll know I'm right...That I have found a better way. Real love is not for me...Too much hurt and too much pain, All I need is a lover's touch. Real love is not for me In the end it's all the same, you'll see...Hopeless misery.


beckyjane:
*hugs*
Oct 31, 2007
julliette:
oink oink cheer up!
Nov 4, 2007

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