chaoticmonkey

Mood : Well, lets just say there are alot of them at the moment...
Listening to : The sound of silence

Here is a poem dedicated to Heather, Queen of Misery (09/18/07)

---Queen of Misery---

I set you free oh Queen of pain, took away your chains...ripped out the bars that were holding you to the hell you called your own.
and there you stood, naked in the rain, pitiful the sight...looking back and forth between your new king and the one who once enslaved you.
You had told me how you longed to be rescued...not in words or sound...but in heart, and soul...crying out for release from the life you lived.
And oh how i saw your despair oh Queen of hurt, how my eyes teared at the sight of such a wretched soul needing to be saved...beautiful and pure, needing only the gentle touch of a fair and just king.
We spent hours and hours...days upon days together as our souls connected and melted into one. Our hearts beating in unison and merging together to become one big solar system of love.
A heart that was bound not by chains or barbs...but by silk and soft velvety sky. Flying from planet to planet...enjoying the freedom and happiness that this new king had to offer.
And i gave and I gave...My doubts, as strong as they were considering this poor Queen of agony and her past were not even close to be enough to end all that i felt for her...all that I have come to love about this woman.
The way she smelled, like a clear sky at midnight...when the stars shine bright and a fresh breeze flows through the area...hitting your upturned face and soothing your skin.
The way she tasted...invigorating was the sexual fluid that poured from her in waves of ecstacy, Erotically enflaming was her sweat when my lips tasted her neck.
The way she looked...shining blindly hotter than the brightest sun...forcing me to my knees in awe at her beauty.
And inside i felt as if a part of me was reborn. As if the heavens had called us to each other from realms away...for our one great life together. Forcing us to see our love for each other....allowing us to remember a past when we were together...when we gave each other everything we had to give.
I set you free oh Queen of despair, ripped open the door that was keeping you from seeing the light of love...the light of hope...
For so long you had sat in your dungeon content with your world as it was...never understanding what else was out there to be found.
And you slowly walked from your prison, blinded by my brightness, confused by my kindness, angered at the thought of my love.
You traded your love for me in those few moments for fear and trepidation. For as I slowly came to teach you of a life you never knew...you turned from me...spread your wings...and flew away.
Never understanding that although i had saved you from one cage...love is a cage one must choose to live in...and there will always be another cage waiting for you.
I tried to tell you that the cage i hold for you was built with tender care...with love and hope and the idea that I would live within this cage with you. That i would protect you and allow you the freedom you had never had. But all you saw was your own fear at being confined again.
And so you slipped away...
and now you are gone...
Flying away into the night sky you continue your searching, never understanding what we had together..never realizing what you had in your hands...and let it slip away.
Oh Queen of misery...blinded by your past....where will you go? From empty promise to empty promise...until you wither away from lonliness.
Oh Queen of my heart...if you only knew how much i was going to miss you...how much i love you...
But i set you free....and you flew away from me

---Js---
Ruinedforever

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Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million, say:
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over.
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious
and you don't see me

Well I threw you the obvious,
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy.

Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see,
See through it all,
See through,
And see you.

So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy

Well, oh well..

Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all.

You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all

---A Perfect Circle, 3 Libras----

------The end to another lost true love in this world....how can people be so blind...