I suppose it is time for an update...
Current mood = Anxious
Listening to = the sound of nature outside my window....with the occasional car to fuck it all up
So much has been going on this past month...where to begin...
Well as far as the financial front is concerned...ive been alot better off then i have ever been....money to spend, the comfort of not having to worry about running short....byt there is a trade off to that. I hate my job...truly. I dont like the people who work for me and i dont like having to come to work and face their insolence. I dont feel like im treated with the proper respect and that really pisses me off. I would have assumed that being put in a managers position would have rung a couple of whistles in peoples heads that told them that i was put in the position for a reason, and that i know what im doing...but no...all i get is a bunch of kids who dont listen...oh well
It is truly unbelievable how one person can affect someones life in the most amazing, if not scary way...I met this woman, and she IS a woman by all accounts. Her personality fits mine perfectly. We talk to each other almost daily and i feel as if i have known her for all my life, like our souls knew each other way before this life. What we have in common is beautiful just as she is beautiful in every way you can imagine. Her faults, her smart remarks...her intelligence....her amazing body...everything about her sets me aflame. By everything that i know deep in my heart...I am in love with this woman.
I hope that one day we will be together...for its a lonely time living in this life without her around...
I get to go on vacation next friday....for the first time i will be traveling a couple of states away from my home state....im going to NY city for the weekend. Ill have to take pictures and post them....from what i imagine its going to be quite a trip. Let me know if you know of any night clubs i should visit, or of anything i should do while im there.
Finally....sorry i havent been on Sg much...you know i love you all but my time is been stretched between work and spending time with this new love of my life...
Obsession never felt better, nor the sweet feelings of lust mixed all together by an agonizing need...
-J-
Ruin
Current mood = Anxious
Listening to = the sound of nature outside my window....with the occasional car to fuck it all up
So much has been going on this past month...where to begin...
Well as far as the financial front is concerned...ive been alot better off then i have ever been....money to spend, the comfort of not having to worry about running short....byt there is a trade off to that. I hate my job...truly. I dont like the people who work for me and i dont like having to come to work and face their insolence. I dont feel like im treated with the proper respect and that really pisses me off. I would have assumed that being put in a managers position would have rung a couple of whistles in peoples heads that told them that i was put in the position for a reason, and that i know what im doing...but no...all i get is a bunch of kids who dont listen...oh well
It is truly unbelievable how one person can affect someones life in the most amazing, if not scary way...I met this woman, and she IS a woman by all accounts. Her personality fits mine perfectly. We talk to each other almost daily and i feel as if i have known her for all my life, like our souls knew each other way before this life. What we have in common is beautiful just as she is beautiful in every way you can imagine. Her faults, her smart remarks...her intelligence....her amazing body...everything about her sets me aflame. By everything that i know deep in my heart...I am in love with this woman.
I hope that one day we will be together...for its a lonely time living in this life without her around...
I get to go on vacation next friday....for the first time i will be traveling a couple of states away from my home state....im going to NY city for the weekend. Ill have to take pictures and post them....from what i imagine its going to be quite a trip. Let me know if you know of any night clubs i should visit, or of anything i should do while im there.
Finally....sorry i havent been on Sg much...you know i love you all but my time is been stretched between work and spending time with this new love of my life...
Obsession never felt better, nor the sweet feelings of lust mixed all together by an agonizing need...
-J-
Ruin
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