So tonight I met this awesome lady. She was almost six feet, awesome build, D- cup breast and gorgeous straight red hair. Almost as beautiful as Thanatogenous . She hit on me and told me how interested in me she was. Yup my fat ugly ass, I know! I was thinking , to hell with being celibate this girl... Read More
I went to a bar here in Maricopa just to have a drink or to since I am out of smoke. I have trouble sleeping. Well out of the blue they had a wet t-shirt contest. I know what your thinking but I refused to watch, for some dumb reason. I even met some guy that I used to manage at the... Read More
It will be a good thing. Becoming completely detatched from everything is sometimes a necessary evil. Are you looking to join a company or independant?
I say Thailand all the way! Would you be against bring your boy with you? Granted, that would cut into the partying but at least you would have him. Maybe he could just come for a while.....
...and say that the Kittens did not die. The very next day I drove the same lanes and way I always do to work. I didn't see anything on the the I-10. I saw the same other roadkill that I had seen the prior week. Just nothing new.
Sure it might not be likely... Read More
The addiction has already started! I already have ideas for about 5 others! I didn't believe people said that it would be addictive.... MAN was I wrong
Okay this is the third time that I have typed this blog. So it is not as passionate as the first time. I keep hitting the wrong key.
To start off my day I didn't go to sleep until 10 am this morning. Why I was not stoned, I am unable to go to bed unless I am drunk or stoned. Stoned being the... Read More
So yesterday my baby boy moved to San Francisco. I am hurting so bad from this. The are coming back in a few weeks to visit. One of my step daughters is getting an award from the state for her gymnastics. I am just counting down until then.
So it has been almost a week since I tried to Kill myself...
It was a crazy eye opening experience. Nothing to positive but you know. I tried to OD and shoot myself. Well I guess you cant kill something that doesn't have a life. Hehe I passed out before I could pull the trigger the second time after forgetting to put a round in... Read More
Nice to meet you as well. Very raw and open blog...I commend your willingness to share these experiences and feelings. A lot of us (especially us on 'the fringe', haha) have felt these things but many people feel they are alone. Sharing and being honest with each other helps us all feel a little more connected to each other.
I got to the event a little early with my bro. I met up with Blanch first. Then a bunch others started to filter in. We headed to the pool first and chilled out. The water was cold. We then headed out to dinner before the nights festivities. We went to the Irish pub next door. They had some pretty... Read More
I WANT TO DIE!
Today was the worst day of my life! I am going to kill myself if it is the last thing I do. Luckily I am to big of a pussy to do directly. I might get up the courage eventually! Well... Read More
I am going to cry just thinking of that. what is wrong with people???
and we love you too hon