PRIDE....
Its a hell of a thing to swallow. I had to move in with my brother. He asked me before but I dont like imposing on my friends. Today changed all that though. My cars have been repossessed today. One of which is what I was living out of since the divorce and job lay off. Great news though I am as low as I can go, so everything is looking up now.
Oh yeah and the ex moved right along and has this new guy. Who I am pretty sure can walk on water. Hahaha. She is now going to be moving to San Francisco and the kids go with her. *tears*
. I get choked up everytime thinking of my baby boy being away from me. I wish I could have just changed everything about me to keep her in my life. Sorry, did I ever just spiral down into a pitty party. I am just a shell! 
AAARRRRGGGGHHH! LOL
Its a hell of a thing to swallow. I had to move in with my brother. He asked me before but I dont like imposing on my friends. Today changed all that though. My cars have been repossessed today. One of which is what I was living out of since the divorce and job lay off. Great news though I am as low as I can go, so everything is looking up now.
Oh yeah and the ex moved right along and has this new guy. Who I am pretty sure can walk on water. Hahaha. She is now going to be moving to San Francisco and the kids go with her. *tears*
. I get choked up everytime thinking of my baby boy being away from me. I wish I could have just changed everything about me to keep her in my life. Sorry, did I ever just spiral down into a pitty party. I am just a shell! AAARRRRGGGGHHH! LOL
haha, wanting what we dont have... ahhh sweet human nature...
(That song is my favorite manson song ever too!)