I WANT TO DIE!
Today was the worst day of my life! I am going to kill myself if it is the last thing I do. Luckily I am to big of a pussy to do directly. I might get up the courage eventually! Well... Read More
My roommates are thinking of getting a divorce. Really close to doing so in fact. They are the ones that took me in when I lost everything the wife, job, cars and house. What sucks is that there is nothing I can do for them really. I cant even take of myself right now. My mind and emotions... Read More
My roommates are thinking of getting a divorce. Really close to doing so in fact. They are the ones that took me in when I lost everything the wife, job, cars and house. What sucks is that there is nothing I can do for them really. I cant even take of myself right now. My mind and emotions... Read More
I go crazy if my computer stops working or if I am without internet... it's kinda sad
2. Not really actually except for maybe the food part... can't beat free food
3. Food, Sex... it's a wonder how I am not 300 lbs... well probably because i eat and then have sex... lol gotta work it off somehow
4. The way I make food is very dependant on the way my mom makes it.. little things though the way i fold clothes... small things that i notice more and more but i am pretty sure that is just me turning into my mother... lol
I have gotten a new laptop computer. My baby boy picked it out for me. Mainly since it has flames on it. His mom is moving with the new husband to San Francisco soon. There are many other things that I could spend the money on right now that I need. I said what the... Read More
Good luck to you and your boy! Even though he is moving away he will always be your son and no one can replace his dad.
You sound like you have been through a lot in the last few months and I would drown myself for a while as well. Glad you are pulling your self back up...
So it has been awhile since my last real post. The depressing self loathing bore of a post.
Things have been getting better. I have been wasted a lot less. I house sat for the last month or so. While she was off getting married. The great part now is she is the problem of someone else. I also got two spend to awesome weeks... Read More
DISCLAIMER: You dont have to read this self loathing pity party rant!!!! This is just like therapy and sometimes it just helps to get it out.
.... I am so surprised at how hard it hit me. The pain from knowing that day is when she is getting married. You know the one that got away. I was floored at how... Read More
yeah it can cheer you up to hear someone else pick a random song you love and havent heard in years. and sitting at the bar having someone else bring you drinks is always nice.
Really I have had a Crazy Surreal Life lately. Maybe someday you will interpret it all in one of my paintings. I just got back from a night of hangin with PaddyW, Frankus and Blanch. What a freakin blast. Really the SGAZ peeps are awesome to hang with and active. The craziness ensued after everyone pussed out on me at... Read More
This weekend was pretty good. For fun on Saturday and to give my stir crazy ass something to do I borrowed an acquaintances parking lot. I then charged money for parking up in Scottsdale. The had the Art Festival and Giants vs. Padres game up there at the same time near his office. I made about a $100 in five hours. Not bad for just... Read More
for sure we do! it's my sunday morning drinking place. eat some food, start the shampoo effect from the night before with a nice glass of cider. now i wanna go! haha
thanks about the hair cut too!
i just need to find someone to do the steps.
Really close to doing so in fact. They are the ones that took me in when I lost everything the wife, job, cars and house. What sucks is that there is nothing I can do for them really. I cant even take of myself right now. My mind and emotions... 
