chaostasis

Oh my oh man. I'm listening to this mixed cd that Janelle made me on Cinco De Mayo last year and it makes me very happy. It's a lot of really rad country with other country-sounding things mixed into it as well. And some good rock. I don't know. Just happy music that reminds me of a very happy time last year. And I cleaned my room so I'm in a very good mood because the windows are open and everything is very nice. Plus, i put books on my bookshelves like I've been meaning to do since winter break. It's nice to feel like my closeet is presentable when open, even my mom said that it looked nice.

I went to mass today, sort of by force. I really really did not want to go. Not because I don't like mass but because I'm having one of those days where I feel uncontainable by the fruits of the industrial complex... meaning, i want out of cars. i just want to hang out in my room with the wind blowing and my music playing. instead, i went to mass and then got very angry when i found out that the walgreens i chose to fill my Rxes at was closed at 6 so i had to drive back over the bridge and into town. Then i had to wait on the Rxes so I decided that I should just go to Barnes and Noble and pick up my book and movie, and that I did. I'm glad I finally got that done, even though I hate spending money, and I'm glad I got my Rxes filled.... but eegh. I thought I was going to be crazy by the time I got home.

Only 6 days until I turn 21! Yay! And hopefully I get to see Kyle that day. fantasticness, yes?