chaosmonkey

I need to go to sleep before the sun comes up. Since about Thursday or so I've been up till all hours of the night (and many hours of the morning) talking to Amelie. Finally she manages to go to bed "early," and here I sit, still at this infernal machine. I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe I'd just rather not lay in my cold, dark bed alone. Yeah, I know, "boo hoo." Suck it, asswipe.* I've been single for something like five years now, and this is the first time since then I've let myself really like someone. And she really likes me. Now it's just my luck that she's in FLORIDA, but... well, saying "I'll take what I can get" would be wrong. I don't want it to sound like i'm settling, because nothing could be further from the truth.

The point is, I'm going to be sappy, miss talking to her, and wish she were here with me.

Because I know she's doing the same.


[* Don't ask me who I'm going off on here. Probably not you, gentle reader.]