Damn, drama is like being stabbed with a rusty spork, and I am full o holes. So in the last 2 months i have lost to frioends and my closest dfriend whom i am tentaviely supposed to move in with at the end of july, (we have a signed a lease), is now wantggn to not move in with me, let alone be my friend, she went from being my clsoest friend to being my lossestleast known freind in a matter if 2 months. Now that she has all these new people she me, i'm no longer worth hanging out with, when i was her only friend i was great but now i'm just old wtf, she has compleetly done a 180 from a great person to a the very thing she despised most, an empty flaky nothing, It hurts to lose a a clsoe friend liek this, i think of all the good times, like i was wasting my energy you know, dmanit it so hard to realize it will never be the same bewteen us again, i just hoe i can find soemone to live with me, cuase rihtnow it's looking sketchy i dunno what i'm going to do. Well at elast on the better side, i am workign out, but i have some odd stomach msucle cramp thing from the stress 
well thats it , after two pitchers of Newcastle it's tiem for bed 
well thats it , after two pitchers of Newcastle it's tiem for bed 