chaosdragon

The ex-wife and I had to have our oldest fur-baby put down yesterday, she was almost 12. It feels so wrong just walking two dogs now and the youngest is looking around for his big sister. My ex, her mother, my son, myself and my girlfriend were all in tears yesterday afternoon. It's been so long since I've had to go through this, and it never gets easy. I had no idea I would end up this depressed by the loss. I miss her so much...