chanty

This week has been the hardest week of my life and it's only Monday.
On Saturday my boyfriend broke up with me and I had no idea it was coming. It would have been our 6yr anniversary on my birthday in 2 weeks. I wish there was like a broken heart pain killer. I have been crying at the drop of a hat which is really embarassing at work and I've taken to walking everywhere instead of catching public transport to avoid people seeing me cry. It really sucks. The stupid thing is I am desperate for him to come back even though I know it can never be the same. He was also my best friend so I feel like I don't have anywhere to turn. His stuff is all around me in our apartment and while it is killing me to have all his stuff here I don't want him to come and get it cause then it will be like accepting he is really gone...