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chantiilanae

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Rising from the ashes!!! Pheonix

Sep 16, 2020
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The last few moths have been a roller coaster. Quarantine..no work..homeschooling my kiddos has defiantly been a learning experience. The last 4 years since my divorce I've gone through depression and loneliness. Finding myself again wasn't easy. I was a mother and a wife and after 12 years i lost who Chantii really was. Through trial and error and messed up relationships and learning to date again, im still single but learning who i am and finding myself has been the greatest and one of the most rewarding experiences in my life! In that process I've struggled with eating my feelings to coop with the lonely times and the heartache of not being enough and gained so much weight. My first released set, "Hello Nurse" due to be released in 2 months to member review, shows me at my heaviest. i wasn't me. I was WAY overweight and unhappy with my life and situation...lost. The below photo shows my before and after pics of losing 60 pounds. With the help of my doc and a strict diet plan, i am ME again. Happy, health and on the path to success and living a healthier better life. Sometimes life throws you a curveball but its how you rise from the ashes that makes you who you are!!!!

dragon557:
Love your Strength 😘
Sep 18, 2020
tc_nikon:
I am glad you are rising @chantiilanae
Dec 17, 2021

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