chanel

well
time to update about my life
correct?

yeah im a cynical motherfucker lately. But I have alot to be cynical about, but alot to be happy about as well.

Sometimes life doesnt turn out they way you want it. Or when it does, do you actually know whats really going on?

Theres been alot of beautiful girls up here lately. I miss being more active on here..but hey. Im a fucking cook...I have no life.

Im dying to get away from this place though...just for a bit. I am heading to montreal on the 27 of this month. Till the 2nd. Where are all the good places to go...I know some..but really...I want the nitty gritty details of Montreal... like the hidden gems and such.

My mother is leaving. whoa.

Out of the whole set..Id like this one the best:


Going up to Guelph tonight?? maybe. I dont know. Im going where the wind blows...basically.

I wish I could post more photos..but this computer sucks.
I wish I could get more ink, but I have no money.
I wish I could just make up my godamned mind about everything, but its giving me a headache...
I wish I wish I wish..

Hope is a funny thing..isnt it.

Yeah im pretty boring.

C.

edited to add:

now im home alone. which is sweeeet ace. I get to do all the shit I want to do..like shower for the longest time ever and do nothing. oh man. its awesome. and do the self lovin thing. oh yeah. havent done that shit in awhile.

Lots of love to my Aunt in the S.B. of California. Men suck. You are awesome. Id beat the shit out of him if I was there...