chandrajudithann

I am so tired and confused, I don't know what to think or feel anymore.
I am both physically ill and no matter what I do it doesn't seem to be getting any better.
I take one pill to get rid of one thing but that pill causes another problem/sickness.
I begin to wonder exactly what God's will is for me!
I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I did not sign up for this. I chose sobriety--serenity, happiness, well being, health etc.
I don't know what this is but it's certainly not that!
Shit!-Fuck!-Motherfucker!