I Have been reflecting a lot lately.
Not so sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
I have to work on accepting that people have me a certain way and that may never change. That they don't like me for resons I may never know. I miss justin, pj and noah. I miss going to their shows and hugging them and feeling their love.
I miss being a part of...
why I am apart from?
I wish that God will give me an opportunity to sit down with them and just talk. I pray that I may understand how they feel and where they are coming from.
I pray that I be clued in instead of clueless.
The fact that I may never know WHY scares me...any kind of friendship with them in the future depends on me meeting with them and talking.
I am hurting real bad right now. Those that do pray please pray for me.
signed-
Not so sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing...
I have to work on accepting that people have me a certain way and that may never change. That they don't like me for resons I may never know. I miss justin, pj and noah. I miss going to their shows and hugging them and feeling their love.
I miss being a part of...
why I am apart from?
I wish that God will give me an opportunity to sit down with them and just talk. I pray that I may understand how they feel and where they are coming from.
I pray that I be clued in instead of clueless.
The fact that I may never know WHY scares me...any kind of friendship with them in the future depends on me meeting with them and talking.
I am hurting real bad right now. Those that do pray please pray for me.
signed-
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holy_mountain:
Yeah it's always good to talk things out with ppl as opposed to doing nothing about it and let yourself slowly drift away from them. My prayers are with you. 
emjmd:
I will sweetie. 
*hugs*
*hugs*