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chandrajudithann

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Thursday Jun 10, 2004

Jun 10, 2004
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So it's over between matt and I, officially.
I have been trying so hard to live a lie and I'm so tired of pretending.
I know he's not being honest with me. Between the pot I found in my place the other week and the pictures I saw of him stoned off his ass.
...and the journal entry.... mad
Why can't he just be honest? I asked him to take a drug test and he is using every excuse in the book why not to.
Every sign is pointing to the truth and YES the truth fucking hurts!
I made a choice when I got clean and sober not only for myslef but the kind of people I choose to surround myself with. He knew how I felt about drugs and alcohol. I asked him to be honest with me, why is that so fucking difficult!
I tried so fucking hard to make us work. I gave this my all and I never got shit in return. HA, history repeats itself yet again!
FUCK-I seriously feel like murdering someone!!!
*stab* *stab* *stab* mad

Later in the day and a little less agitated-I have added more new pics in my friends folder. check them out and tell me what you think. :0)
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
emjmd:
Hey. Hope things are going okay today. Had to laugh a little when I saw your new pic. I have that same poster hanging on my wall.
Have a great weekend. smile
Jun 11, 2004
oso:
sorry that had to happen, but you know you gotta what's best for you.

wish i'd been smart enough to do the same back when i was clean & sober.
Jun 11, 2004

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