Thursday Aug 26, 2004

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For some good music check out Frou Frou's album Details and the Garden State soundtrack.
My second set is available for viewing and also new pics in the family folder

Ciao smile
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mythicus:
i heard about frou frou a year ago, and i still haven't got their cd. i'm so slow.
american_exile:
ive been looking for something new to listen to. expect your recomendations to be searched for.

Tuesday Aug 24, 2004

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Hi guys, I'm back in town and I had a fantabulous time in the Garden State. Btw has anyone seen the movie Garden State? It's one of my favorite movies I loved it!
I had such a nice pleasant time visiting my family I did not want to leave. However I did miss ya'll and my friends and fellow AA's. You don't realize just how...
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mythicus:
welcome back, love. i keep hearing good things about that movie. i need to get to the movies soon; haven't gone in a while.
ampersandwich:
I loved Garden State! Just had a big warm smile on my face all the rest of the night smile

Glad your homecoming was such a good time

Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

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So I leave for Jersey tomorrow evening people. Just an FYI I may or may not be on or even around a computer over the weekend. I know how much ya'll will miss the fucked up me but you know what...deal with it!

mucho mucho love

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sonet:
you're damned yummy yourself.
mohollyweird:
how are yuh???

Tuesday Aug 17, 2004

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My to do list from Dr Pollack-

1. Before and after sex empty your bladder.
2. Cranberry tablets daily (GNC)
3. Always use lubricant
4.Check condoms for Nonoxyl-9 if so, discard them and try condoms without.
5.Household products-
Odor free ie. Dreft, Aveeno

She wants an x-ray of my entire abdomen and also a cystoscopy.
Lists are good though, I feel good that I have...
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barbie666:
Hope it's not a UTI, those suck.
krtko:
Dr. Pollack??? I now him... Mass murder!!! So hi lives in Florida now? Wow!! HiHi...Sorry smile

Monday Aug 16, 2004

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puke
I am so tired and confused, I don't know what to think or feel anymore.
I am both physically ill and no matter what I do it doesn't seem to be getting any better.
I take one pill to get rid of one thing but that pill causes another problem/sickness.
I begin to wonder exactly what God's will is for me!
I am so sick...
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1stxer:
Did you choose those things in that order? If so,,, Happy Landing frown ... just remember though ,,, good things come to those who wait .... you will surely learn patience too ... smile
hera:
Hang in there because usually peace and serenity come after pain. There really isn't wisdom without it....

Tuesday Aug 10, 2004

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Ughhhhh...I have much too many friends on here and only like 4 people post to my board regularly so why all these friends? What for?

confused
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emjmd:
Sorry I was gone for a while. Had computer problems. Hope everything is going good for you still.
Love ya. smile *hugs*
olsen:
to see how high you can count on 2 hands, 2 feet and a lot of teeth?

Friday Aug 06, 2004

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smile Collecting yummy guys is so much fun!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/ChandraJudithann/pics/18392/
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hera:
There's a couple that I think are the hotness... do you loan them out?? biggrin
onearmedsciszor:
thats soo funny i know that lady caren in your photos

Thursday Aug 05, 2004

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New Headshots pics are in Chandra folder guys. I got my hair cut and I took them myself.

Other than that I think I am dying. Ha, I have so many health problems today I don't know what to do. I just keep saying the serenity prayer because quite honestly, right now not knowing what's wrong with me is the worst part.
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digitusboy:
luv the new hair cut! you look great!!

...i hope you feel better. smile
mohollyweird:
you got health insurance Sweetie>? If so, GO to the doctors, knowledge is power! Are you a doctor? NO, so stop self diagnosis, and ask the pro's! If Your broke, go to the rooms we go to, ask our friends for where to find cheeeep medical help! Go to the rooms, get out of Your head about Your body!
kisses!!!!

Wednesday Aug 04, 2004

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I'm so over it it's not even funny! Well it is but I'm stuck laughing at myself for the sheer act of stupidity on my part.

Lesson learned, next! smile

Later on-
I don't want to be here, blah- I want to go home. puke
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slc7675:
there does seem to always be a next
mythicus:
Love it! YOU HAVE BEEN POKED!!!

Spread the love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can poke the person who kissed you!
2- You can't poke the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- poke 4 other people
4- You should poke them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of being a pest.
5- Random pokes are perfectly okay! (and work better)
6- You should most definitly get started poking right away!

Tuesday Aug 03, 2004

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mad He hurt me bad, ouch! frown

haha wink thanks guys!

It's this pretty boy Evan. He keeps putting me on the back burner and he leaves Thursday to go back to school. I was just hoping we could see one another again before he leaves but he has been consistently feeding me bullshit excuses and cancelling our already made plans for more important things. ie Florida Keys,...
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mythicus:
someone hurt you? uh oh! time to lay the smack down on some fool.
frenum:
good thing i cook on the front burner

Monday Aug 02, 2004

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So I sent out for my transcripts to be mailed to me and I will be meeting with an advisement counselor next week @ BCC. I feel that it is necessary seeing as I am at that point in my life and sobriety where I want more for myself.
I celebrated 6 months clean and sober last week and worked on my 7th step with...
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emjmd:
6 months is great! So happy for you. Stay with it sweetie.
Love ya. *hugs* smile
hera:
Keep going strong, sounds like there are a lot of good things in store for your life. AND with God leading you will be on a new kind of journey!!!

Friday Jul 30, 2004

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I'm at a slothfull period in my life. Or maybe I have been for awhile but it's coming to my attention now. I want to better my life and myself but friends have told me that if I really wanted to do just that I would have done it already. I want to get a real job and go back to school. Or do I?...
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oki:
do whats in your heart. follow your feelings for a change. thats what i did with my life and i've never been happier
anaphalaxis:
Forget your friends! They are talking crap. Do what you've gotta do. I'm posting becuase I identify. I cant seem to get my life together doing something I really want to do. I keep trying but one way or the other things don't seem to come together. Sometimes I wonder if it is all me.

Anyway, what's the alternative? Sit doing fuck all for the rest of your life? I don't think so!
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