chalka

My thoughts on SG so far

Things I love:

Smart girls I find myself pausing before I post comments because I feel the need to impress girls who I fear may be smarter than me. (or at least spent more time in the classroom or with their nose in a book)

Sexual freedom So many open-minded people who get that the "rules" may not apply to everyone.

Beauty My internal definition of beauty has been broadened by admiring so many different looking women who seem to enjoy their bodies and want others to share.

Personal Challenges Seeing other women achieve, love, lose, striveI'm encouraged by many of the journals I've read.

Bummers:

Community I have so little time to be on the site, that I don't quite feel that I'll ever be able to break into the community.

Friends The whole asking people to be friends feels so junior highit's depressing that I don't have more friends but I know it's only my fault. Partly it's the fact that I don't have time to comment much on the boards or comment on random people's journals. Partly it's because I feel silly asking someone to be my friend when I don't really know them.

Journal Without friends, I write many journal entries that go unread and uncommented on and it's starting to feel a bit like I'm wasting time.

Blessings:

The friends I do have make me very happy. Thank you!!

Self-realization something I'm lacking is some intimate female companionship. I have an amazing relationship with Chalko , but I really love the interaction I have with the women I'm talked to on the site.

Apologies:

This is such a self-centered journal entry. Sorry