chadiousxvi

I need to leave the damned city I live in, or even this whole stupid state, which is filled with smug bastards who have their heads so far up their own asses they can't see the forest for the trees, and make an effort be around new people. I am getting older, but not growing, never changing, never improving, never getting any happier. I need to do something, before my heart hardens into ice, dead and cold. It's already started, but that's not how I want to be.

I really wish sometimes that life was like the internet, so many neat, interesting, and wonderful people only a click away, only it's not. When I step outside my front door, there is no one new, only the same stagnating sameness, day after week after year.

Something has to give soon, before my soul freezes over.