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Friday Oct 26, 2012

Oct 26, 2012
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I'm beginning to think it's time for me to purge my life and begin again, to go through every facet of it with fire, burning it all away till only empty fields of ash are left to accommodate new growth and life.

I am tired of how it is right now. I feel I could be so much more than what I allow myself to be. I want to be so much more, but never do anything about it.

I think I am fast approaching another meltdown moment. The last one was over three years ago, and I emerged from it nearly a completely new person, but it wasn't enough. Maybe another one will get me closer this time, though I have no idea who is going to emerge from it after it is over.
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_paganpisces_:
This purge thing sounds like a pretty good idea. I should try it sometime smile

Meh the only good thing about it is the overtime. Which I'm sure your well over at 11days straight. What were they thinking? I hope you enjoyed your vacation, now you can make up *every* day you missed. That is just wrong!

Family is good. The few I haven't completely cut ties with I look forward to having over.
Maybe come Christmas I will finally meet my baby nephew smile
Nov 2, 2012
_paganpisces_:
Tis after midnight in my time zone..

Happy Birthday, Handsome! kiss
Nov 10, 2012

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