Tuesday May 22, 2012

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So, amidst the boredom of the day, standing around at work with my thumb up my ass for way too many hours than I needed to, incessantly surfing the web on my phone, checking my FB and SG and what have you, I got to thinking of some of my favorite things, things I miss, things I haven't had for several years now, as well as things I have never had at all...




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I have never had emotion intimacy. I have had physical intimacy, but never with anyone who ever really CARED about me


Would you kiss me like you mean it?



Oh I have had sex (though not for the last two years), but never truly with passion

I want to run my fingers across your skin




I want to kiss my way down your body, feel your skin on my lips




Down, down, down, lower, lower....





I want to taste you, feel your fingers run through my hair





Do I mean anything to you? I want to see it in your eyes, feel it on your warm skin, hear it in your voice, and taste it on your lips



I want to feel your fingers run down my back



But most of all, I want it to mean something, I want to feel you feel for me the way I do for you




Or, I could just settle for metric tonnes of mind blowing, commitment free sex, orgies, and friends with benefits, that would work too, not that I'm getting that either or know anyone interested, but I would like to experience true affection, and, dare I say it, love... before I get old and fade away



In any case, that is my musing for the night. It's getting late, and I can tell

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ezura:
I totally get this....I think pretty much the same way..and you're not behind everyone else..it's just called waiting for the right person and not settling for something that isn't truly there, heart and soul xxx
darkkitten:
I had this and lost it. You will find this and when you do it will be amazing. Don't settle, it will only make you miserable. Best wishes Hun

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