An End to Sad Posting

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After recently being overwhelmed with thoughts and feelings I needed to get off of my chest, I was glad to have someplace to vent, and after years away from the community here, this became the place I chose to do so. I didn't really expect anyone here to hear or care, but the act of sharing with the void itself was catharsis enough.

However, waxing...
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yuffie:
Thanks for the welcome back!  SG used to be a lifeline for me back in the day, too... mainly that chat but that's long gone.  Here's to us trying to reconnect with SG.  *Cheers*🥂
chadiousxvi:
You too Miss @Yuffie, I look forward to seeing you around :)

Throwing Spaghetti at the Wall

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I have no friends here anymore (nearly everyone I follow, and who follows me is no longer active here), but do you want to know what the pro of that is? It means that, when I have something I need to get off of my chest, but don't want to say it to people I know in real life, I can say it here. Sure......
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avecalluna:
You know, here is place where things can go out of head/chest. And mostly supporting each other 💜
chadiousxvi:
Thank you, and I do hope so 🖤 I do have so many things I need to get off of my chest for my own sanity, and when I have the opportunity to help others, I enjoy doing so.

Succubus

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You terrify and entrance me so. The tingle upon my lips when you kiss me, the taste of your lipstick, the warmth of your body. In your face is mischief, but also kind affection. You haunted my nightmares, tormenting me, but also enticing me. You made me feel loved, desired, even as you frightened me so, and fed from my very soul. You are only...
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Dreams 2

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So, among other things in my dreams, I dreamt there was a band called "The Spocks". They were a punk band, and all their members dressed up as classic series Spock in blue Federation uniforms, complete with the ears and Vulcan haircuts, and all their songs were about space exploration, being logical, and classic Trek. If such a band as this does not yet exist,...
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Catherine

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So, according to the 2011 game 'Catherine' (which I just began playing not long ago), I'm shaping up to be a real morally dubious jerk. Gotta love games with morality scales...

Now, to scale the blocks so my giant, demonic unborn offspring doesn't murder me.

anoukevil:
ahaha I saw a review...))) the ass monster is sick)))
chadiousxvi:
Heh heh, yeah, the nightmare monsters can be pretty messed up in that game. The funny bit about the ass monster though, is that like all monsters in the game, it's inspired by events from the main character's life. It's heavily implied the ass monster is inspired in his nightmare by him having rim-jobbed a certain female character that night :P

The Elusiveness of Happiness

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What happens when the person you truly are is the antithesis of the person you want to be, all the things you've ever wanted to do with your life but haven't been doing fall farther and farther from your grasp, and you can no longer muster up the will or desire to do anything about it? Do you just go on, day after day in...
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So, this happened...

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Apparently the head of Friedrich Wilhelm Murnau was stolen from his tomb...

http://www.bbc.com/news/entertainment-arts-33534109

Mourning the old with its loss to the new

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The desire I have to respect another person's life choices and wish them the best is conflicting heavily right now with my desire to respect my beliefs and disagreement of those life choices. I want to see people happy, and don't want to buzz kill them with my presence, but I don't want to change the way I act to accommodate a lifestyle choice or...
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chadiousxvi:
I did take that person as a whole, only from my perspective, that person changed. We are not the people we once were, and the two people who became friends years ago are both just as dead as the other. As to tough love... no, it won't work. The decisions are being supported and accepted by all the other friends, I'd just be the odd one out being a dick, and I don't want that. Their life, their choices. We were fond of each other once, I'd rather just step back and let the friendship wither than watch it burn down with fire. At least that way, I can be the "Whatever happened to that guy? He was cool back when we used to hang out" rather than the "Fuck that asshole, I'm ashamed I was ever friends with him in the first place!" In this way, no negativity is caused, and good memories remain good memories.
chadiousxvi:
And yes, it was Beetlejuice :)

You can't say I didn't try...

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lidryem:
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A tomb surrounded by verdant life

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When I signed on to SG for the first time, this was a very different place. Ginebra, a Suicide Girl from South America, was my first site friend and welcomed me here. I was put into the new members group, and met a large quantity of new and fascinating people. My presence here grew, and so did my relationships with my new SG friends.

When...
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chadiousxvi:
Well, we'll see what the next redesign will be like. I preferred the whole 'mutual friends' thing over the 'follower and following' thing, because the latter just seems to create an environment where certain people have a million followers, but follow nobody, and everyone else is following a million people, but being followed by no one. 
chadiousxvi:
That... and I could hit the enter key with my phone to make a space... not submit my unfinished post... Oh well, we adapt, or we go extinct. It's obvious everyone else appears to be the scurrying rodents that will become mammals, adapting and filling the new niches, and the rest of the dinosaurs are dead. For the in-betweeners like us, it's either because a twittering bird or disappear I guess.
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