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FUCK YOU and fuck you...i'm fucking getting sick of certain people.....realizing nasty little secrets....
i've been pretty much just a deer in headlights...who just sits and sticks up for her friends
but i'm a bitch for that, i bet....i mean...that's what i'm reading from a lot of people.
being told to just mind my own.
sit on my hands and let it pass...
im not...
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so. anyways. your face. loses.

and. yea. mineZ. melts. kittens.

and. like. totally. dude.


ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSS
i wanna dye my hair. i need a good color. I need opinions from my little peanut gallery.
feel free to input. i have had tons of colors and now that i want one, i can't settle.
i'm not going to throw any ideas out there, because I dont want...
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Okay.....quitting smoking take 2. I'm so embarassed of myself for not quitting the first time...but i was PISSED off and i buckled. weak weak weak. i can do this.
anyways. yea. today is day 1. smack me around if needed.

anyways....my cutie is a cutie and he wrote words that made me want to smile until my face cracked.

job hunting is a bitch.
I...
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i went 3 days without cigarettes....and i was constantly bitchy and making fights...so
i decided to buy a pack.
i've smoked like 5 for the day ive had them. i havent finished any one of them. just kinda felt like crap afterwards. at least it wasnt the whole pack like usual...
i'm going to try again once this one i gone. and i'm going to...
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drum roll please.....

i've decided to quit smoking.
i actually just finished my pack a few hrs ago.
i wanna punch someone in the head already.
i think this would be easier if i was in a better mood.

on a lighter note, i've been getting terrible and excruciating tension headaches for a few days in a row now. i've been taking yucky pills and...
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As the great Kate said....
"You know why you were so irritated by the whole thing? I do. Sheena does. Because I beat you at your own fucking game. I did. And you can't stand competition. You can't stand it when a girl isn't willing to fawn over you or follow you around like a fucking sick puppy. You can't stand it when you aren't...
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i just woke up after sleeping 11hours.
I was shocked I slept so much!!!!!
i guess getting over my illness plus 'that time of the month' led to me being unconcious ALL day.

i guess sometimes you need that time to recoup.
i feel pretty good.
ill be home alone, I believe, for the next few days. keisha may stay w me....i dunno. but, yea,...
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sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
im over my virus, i believe!! ive been keeping my food down pretty well.
but im still kinda weak and crappola
sooo
when i get upset i start shaking really bad and i can barely type.
also, ill lose all concentration and will seem like i lost my mind.
both were very scary because well....losing control of things is scary
shaking harshly for no...
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