work as been quite interesting
quite educational
quite puke-worthy at times
i've see a bed sore that measured 11 1/2 inches in height, 11inches in width and was 4 inches deep
holla
i had my shoes shit splattered today by a patient w colitis who couldnt control her bowels
i had a pt who cant do anything for himself...
i fed him breakfast, lunch and... Read More
Im waiting patiently here at work, i want to go home so bad, this place is doing my head in !!!
Its been about 24 hours since my last cigarette and prob 30 odd hours since i last had caffiene...im not feeling too bad, just REALLY restless !
well...i see that people are looking at my words and taking them much too serious
i also see that a few people have decided they are not my friend anymore. that is not going to make me cry.
anywho, i'm talking about a comment i made in chatters, where i meant it like, your dad is handsome, but i wouldnt bang him, but everyone took... Read More
I hope youre okay babe, im sad to hear your bulimia's back in your life
Ah the overdose was pretty much on purpose, i have gained weight and just cant deal with it so i thought id be better off just to leave you know..my life and mind is very messy at the moment, im a right state, i hope i get over this quickly, i hate feeling like this
hey i will be okay, i think, i just need sometime to stablize my emotions/moods. I dont know how im going to do it, but there has got to be a way...
xx
i adore that song
it's always in repeat in my head
and i can't comprehend the reason behind it
it's the last song i HAVE to listen to before I go to work
WHICH
today was my first day in the hospital
kick ass
i know
i woke up at 6am, made a cup'a tea and chugged a glass of water....
then got all prepped... Read More
I have worked out every last detail
In this plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail.
I dare myself to do this one thing.
You can have my car
Go and take everything.
All that's good is gone.
Its gone
I have tried too long.
I don't think Ill miss my mom & dad,
The class I cut,
All the... Read More
I wanna be
I wanna be
I wanna be just like a melody...
i'm very tired
i hurt my elbow today going down the slide at the park
i got my holy hello kitty of doom's glowing halo thing skimmed
it hurts like a mo fo
and yesterday, i was cleaning and running around like a bat out of whoopie
until i slammed my arm... Read More
ok...i said i'd write an actual blog, and here it is...
golden slumbers/carry that weight/the end
cause those three songs have been my mind lately
BEEN MY MIND
not in it
it's what my mind as formed into
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anywho
life is busy
my mom is putting her house back on the market so i will go back to slave-hood and start cleaning everything in... Read More
I would ove to train my waist with a corset, but I dont know really anyone who coud help me find one that will work and then like real taining corsets are expensive, I mean I would love to invest in that, but I would have to make sure it will work
Hun I luff yews a ton, Its just weird being so out on here. lol especially when I crush on most of the SG's and want to look like them too
