cfq

i got to lay in bed w tears in my eyes last night
between all the drama llamas and my shoulder

i feel better now
and i've moved away from the retardations
and i'd like if everyone else could just chillax and drop this dookie.

i'm going through a lot
and i love that people are supportive of their friends and all
but please note that the person that is being thrown under the bus(i.e. myself) has been going through a world of stress and worrying about a baby that could have something wrong w it's heart, thinking i may have Fifth's Disease and possibly give the baby severe anemia and also have irregular cells come back in a pap.
and i've been freaking out in the corners where i can talk to my good friends in private

but remember you and your friends are the only people alive or with stress or whatever you wanna think of as a good reason

remember, we're all human. and i'm just gonna go back to making a new human who will probably get crapped on by his friends a few dozen times cause people are crap.

anyways, i want my haircut
someone hit me and tell me it's not what i want



^real music