cfq

so secretly
i strive to be happy and in love
but i am a very holed up person...unable to tell people i adore or love them
unlike people nowadays, if i have sex w someone....it actually means something
and yea.
whatever
fuck it
it's fine
whatever
just stubborn sheena, like usual...with her fucking guard
that now she has to put up fucking higher cause someone is going on dates w a fucking gorgeous fucking party animal bartender at my regular bar.
thanks
he doesnt wanna rub it in my face
he tells the girl with horrible body issues and who kinda does care...
as he sates a girl w fake tits, a small waist and just fucking perfection.
have fun with that flake.
not even worth these tears.
he tells me not to be upset
and i tell him, fate will see what happens, so i have no right to be upset.

fate.
so forget and live
calm and be