cfq

well...i see that people are looking at my words and taking them much too serious

i also see that a few people have decided they are not my friend anymore. that is not going to make me cry.

anywho, i'm talking about a comment i made in chatters, where i meant it like, your dad is handsome, but i wouldnt bang him, but everyone took it as if i was saying he looked worse than one of my patients...
no
thanks
i understand that people hate me cause i dated adrian and i broke up with him
and you know what
if you want to hate me because of that
that is because you only know his side of the story.

i'm sick of this shit
this is why i started cutting down my friends list before
cause i knew fucking people were fake
and it seems like the ones i didnt want to know i'd rather not talk to have excused themselves from my friends list all by their lonesome
sorry
but my friendslist is going to be a precious commodity anymore
i'm not taking on anymore fake bitches
fuck that

and you know what
if you were my REAL friend, you would know that what i did with my relationship was so that both he and i could be happier people and so that I would stop wanting to hurt myself
i was physically hurting myself in many ways, including relapsing in my bulimia and i was so stressed with everything i was constantly broken out in hives....which have ceased.
thank you for fucking caring
thank you for assuming
thank you for showing your true colors