I have worked out every last detail
In this plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail.
I dare myself to do this one thing.
You can have my car
Go and take everything.
All that's good is gone.
Its gone
I have tried too long.
I don't think Ill miss my mom & dad,
The class I cut,
All the friends I never had.,
These things I won't miss,
Won't miss me.
My house,
My block,
The baby bird I set free.
The dance that I was never asked to,
The teachers
that thought they knew me.
They'll all remember what I did.
They'll ask "Whose fault was it?"
"Oh she was just a kid."
I'll be glad to go, you see.
You don't even know me.
Not at all.
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(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la!)
Oh we are as one with the acorns, my son.
No trunk, no branch, no tree.
You scratch at my skirts and that's what we go find,
I rock you into sleep.
I'm queen of the hilltop,
you're prince number one.
I see the devil, alive in your eyes.
I beg you now don't stop, my baby, my son.
Don't look at nobody but me.
Oh, we are as one with the acorns, my son,
that's where we ought to be.
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la,)
(Can you sing a song? Can you sing a song? Can you sing a song?)
i'm in a weird place
with a lot on my mind
and i find it interesting that a lot of people are forming ideas of me based off of what adrian has to say about me...and it is making me come off as much worse than i am. i don't hate anyone. he told me to act a certain way...he wanted me to be like this, so i've molded. he has set limitations up for himself and then told me i would be upset if he did things and if i didnt something similiar, he'd be angry w me.
i think that things have really just punched me in the face
and i feel really hurt and ruined...
and when you are arguing w me, where everyone can hear you...and my friends are actually so upset with how you talk to me, that they want to physically hurt you...and you still are telling me i'm the one in the wrong and i'm the one being mean...you've ignited it.
i don't like to be disrespected and being called dumb often, along with an ass, idiot, etc....it really is not a sign of respect to me...
<3