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so, i'm sorry
all of my posts lately seem quite depressing

but i have a lot of things going on

don't worry

i'm not going to kill myself or anything
that'd be silly

i just want to reiterate that i feel like a lot of people are working against my relationship with Adrian. I have even been asked if he and I are still dating because people are telling others that he and I are no longer together. Sorry to disappoint the people who wish this would happen, but it hasn't nor do we see it ever happening. We're just like any other couple and we argue. It's called being human and not being perfect.
I would greatly appreciate if people would back out of our relationship and not tell us things that are untrue about the other. He has confronted me about things that have never happened, including me being jealous over another member or some stupid shit like that, cause he had thought something like that had happened and then someone told him that it did, when it didn't. at all. in the slightest.


so, yea
if you have nothing nice to say....shut the fuck up
and if you want to spread lies, realize that adrian and i are sane people that do talk to one another and we are not out to hurt anyone or one another, so please stop doing what you are doing or stop talking to us all together. i am losing respect for a few people here and it's getting to the point where i am really going to purge my friends list to only my closest friends from the beginning and leave everything i post to friends only, cause everyone seems to take my words, manipulate them and spit them out to adrian in an attempt to tear us apart.

i never said anyone HAD to like me, and i do think it's quite healthy to have people hate me. i would just prefer that people be truthful and just come out and say whether they hold dislike or contempt towards me. i have never aimed to break anyone on my friend list down, though i am a crotchety bitch sometimes, and, well....i've always said....if you don't show me respect, i will show you none.

one person recently got all moody cause she was being nasty to everyone who isnt Old Skool and when I wouldn't stand for it, she asked what my problem was...and I told her she should have never called me a bitch behind my back. wanna call me a name, at least strap on your big kid panties and talk to me, mano y mano.

thank you

p.s. i love my homies
p.p.s. i love bananas
p.p.p.s. i love Adrian the most