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I changed my video to a live of Tori Amos, cause I felt like this song was more suitable of my mood

I woke up today...
it happens

I also thought that for the first time in a LOOOOONG time, that I looked skinny.
and my boobies looked massive
O_O
I guess that is what happens when you are in a great mood and you B.I.D. phases out and you can actually see yourself.
ha
I don't look like a beached whale to myself today.
I'm holding out at 123lbs.
I need to actually start working out, though.
Maybe I can make it down to 115 or less(preferably less)

i'm almost done reading IT...I know, I've been taking forever with it...but I'm savoring it. k?
and i don't have anything to read afterwards...since i left my entire collection in Miami and it's now in the trash.
along w my diploma, if that is any condolence.
it's the equivalent and more.
I'm trying to do the not stress-out thing, try to just chillax and suck happy breath out of everyone...


Adrian and I have almost caught up with Heroes. We are going to watch episode 13 of season 3 in a little bit, then we will be in Chapter 4...it's exciting...also, we have a hot date tonight

I should hopefully hear back from the interview in the next day or 2. hopefully, i have it!!!!!
that'd be lovely.

my belly has been bothering me lately, but I guess it's cause i'm getting my period soon(i know, it's disappointing...kekekeke)



i need to go to the store and get some smokes



oh, so, MrCFQ makes me smile, lots.
I'm in love.