cfq

Sweetest,
Spit in my mouth~do it again. hands down...
Fingers, harded, curled, holding on for their lives.
While you shove my head against the wall. A taste.
Like a mouthful of coins. It makes me smile. Deranged
Look. Glint in eyes. Smile spread
Tight over teeth, Smash me to bits.
I want to feel each crack in each bone,
Slowly growing longer and deeper.
Sighs of relief
It just feels so good.

___________________________________________________________________________________

pushed.pressed.hard.can't breathe.
just how i want it.how i need it.
millimeters from being merged into you.
where i should be.

____________________________________________________________________________________

i apparently have a writing itch i needed to scratch tonight.
sorry if it blows the big one

and i hope i don't look weird after you read that crap i put up there...
any-who
someone is coming to see my mother's house which is up for sale, which means i will be cleaning it all...i started today. my mom is still sick in bed...almost 3wks now...she is getting better, but it's a very slow process and it'd be nice for the help, but i can do it. i just need to keep ringo outside throwing mud around.
it's been nice out lately, which is a change from the snow we had only a few days ago.
i really need the help of some god out there in getting a job...the hospital jobs i want are all getting internal applications from what i have heard...i put in 2 new ones yesterday, one for nurse's aide in cardiac acute and another nurse's aide position, but in surgery. i think that one could be quite interesting. i'd take anything right now, but the job well is dry here in my area. sucks assholes.

oh, i may as well post a music video, since thats my thing
more russian, i vote....so, again Zemfira...but we're going for a much different feel than our last one and this is my first favorite video by her



enjoy