it helps to watch it twice...
here is a translation of what the man is saying at the beginning and the end:
i think it's absolutely beautiful
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tonight has been very rough for myself, esp with this cold and trying to medicate it, though i went overboard and did more harm than good...that had also altered my state of mind and made me start fires where there was no wood to burn.
it happens.
i hope you all understand.
at our weakest, we claw on for dear life and in my state of mind, i could barely comprehend the slightest of sentences.
i just hope all of my side effects pass from the medicine, which has left me wanting to vomit at just the sight of food and some dizziness.
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if i am able to sell my cello this week, i actually would like to organize a mini-event for vday in philadelphia. we will see how that goes.
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my mouth still tastes like pills from throwing some up
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i'm really sorry.
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please accept it.
stupid distance. stupid not being able to teleport.
maybe i will start turning tricks, just to support my sheena habit....