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i just woke up after sleeping 11hours.
I was shocked I slept so much!!!!!
i guess getting over my illness plus 'that time of the month' led to me being unconcious ALL day.

i guess sometimes you need that time to recoup.
i feel pretty good.
ill be home alone, I believe, for the next few days. keisha may stay w me....i dunno. but, yea, my roomie is going to be in NY from tomorrow morning until Friday afternoon. ill be on my lonesome.
which will be nice. i need some quietness.

someone seems mad at me constantly lately. disappointed. i dont know.
i dont know what i did now, but i just suck again. i dont know how to make him happy.
i can just keep trying. ill probably just fail like usual. but i dont want to give up.
cause i love him.

Oh yea...i've been mastering my guitar skills on rockband. well...actually, i just started yesterday.
im pretty decent i guess. im gonna go play that now, actually, since someone doesnt wanna talk to me and that is the only reason i got online.