sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
im over my virus, i believe!! ive been keeping my food down pretty well.
but im still kinda weak and crappola
sooo
when i get upset i start shaking really bad and i can barely type.
also, ill lose all concentration and will seem like i lost my mind.
both were very scary because well....losing control of things is scary
shaking harshly for no reason sucks butt and not being able to be the analytical bitch i usually am just meant something has been working well....also, if you folks dont know, i have a heart murmur so on top of those fun things, i've getting a lot of fluttering lately. that one is REALLY no fun...i keep thinking my heart is going to stop at any moment. and wonder if i can give myself chest compressions by using heimlich techniques. of course, id have to realize my heart stopped beating and not just clutch my chest and then ball over in a ball and then piss and shit my pants.
anyways. yes, im writing this at 7am. i just woke up. out of the blue. and cant go back to sleep. i slept about 2 1/2hrs. my body is broken. or something.
and im flippin hungry. maybe ill go make like....super early breakfast. i need some bacon to clog my arteries and slow my heart back down. mmmmmmmm bacon.
p.s. i suck at life
im over my virus, i believe!! ive been keeping my food down pretty well.
but im still kinda weak and crappola
sooo
when i get upset i start shaking really bad and i can barely type.
also, ill lose all concentration and will seem like i lost my mind.
both were very scary because well....losing control of things is scary
shaking harshly for no reason sucks butt and not being able to be the analytical bitch i usually am just meant something has been working well....also, if you folks dont know, i have a heart murmur so on top of those fun things, i've getting a lot of fluttering lately. that one is REALLY no fun...i keep thinking my heart is going to stop at any moment. and wonder if i can give myself chest compressions by using heimlich techniques. of course, id have to realize my heart stopped beating and not just clutch my chest and then ball over in a ball and then piss and shit my pants.
anyways. yes, im writing this at 7am. i just woke up. out of the blue. and cant go back to sleep. i slept about 2 1/2hrs. my body is broken. or something.
and im flippin hungry. maybe ill go make like....super early breakfast. i need some bacon to clog my arteries and slow my heart back down. mmmmmmmm bacon.
p.s. i suck at life
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I love you sheens. You the shit, I am sorry your life is not good at the momento. *HUG*