Sappy pathetic little me
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday morning
You sure had changed since yesterday
Without any warning
Welcome to the end of a spectacularly boring weekend in my life.
Today is grey from what I've seen so far. I was outside around 5am smoking a cigarette and I looked at the clouds and saw they looked like someone had taken a great big grey quilt and tossed them over the forests and mountains and city. I just can't wait for the freaking heat to get trapped in here making everything humid, oh that'll be fun...
My lip is numb. I got bactine on it
That needed the pirate smilie bad.
Got into a big discussion with my family today about how my generations parents failed the youth of my generation with poor sexual health information and by not talking to kids about sex at all. Such a shame things happen like this..growing up believing sex was wrong and bad has changed and altered my views on it forever. Only now have I begun to accept it's ok for me to be a sexual person, in fact, it's completely natural. I don't need anyone's stamp of approval, including that of a 50 year old woman who is newly divorced
Sometimes I think if my parents just had tried a little harder than saying to me when I said...
"Mom, Dad..I'm going to become sexually active"
"No. You're not allowed, we won't support it or help you get the pill. If you get caught having sex in this house, you're out of here"
Ridiculous really. What am I supposed to do, I've got media shoving it down my throat that I need to be sexually active, a body that unfortunatly seemed to not hit, but careen and crash straight into puberty and a mind that's always been a bit more mature than others my age. I walked around in this body of mine always believing that I shouldn't have a sexual thought/desire/need even though my body (particularly my body shape/type) was screaming at me that I was raging with hormones and a mind and heart that believed I was doing the right thing at the right time.
I dunno.
/rant
1) If you have kids, will you not talk to them about sexuality and leave it up to school education, or will you talk to them about it on your own?
2) Does your morality/religion say that it's better that you wait for marriage?
That was the girl I used to be
You had me on my knees
I'd trade you places any day
I'd never thought you could be that way
But you looked like me on Sunday
You came in with the breeze
On Sunday morning
You sure had changed since yesterday
Without any warning
Welcome to the end of a spectacularly boring weekend in my life.
Today is grey from what I've seen so far. I was outside around 5am smoking a cigarette and I looked at the clouds and saw they looked like someone had taken a great big grey quilt and tossed them over the forests and mountains and city. I just can't wait for the freaking heat to get trapped in here making everything humid, oh that'll be fun...
My lip is numb. I got bactine on it
That needed the pirate smilie bad.
Got into a big discussion with my family today about how my generations parents failed the youth of my generation with poor sexual health information and by not talking to kids about sex at all. Such a shame things happen like this..growing up believing sex was wrong and bad has changed and altered my views on it forever. Only now have I begun to accept it's ok for me to be a sexual person, in fact, it's completely natural. I don't need anyone's stamp of approval, including that of a 50 year old woman who is newly divorced
Sometimes I think if my parents just had tried a little harder than saying to me when I said...
"Mom, Dad..I'm going to become sexually active"
"No. You're not allowed, we won't support it or help you get the pill. If you get caught having sex in this house, you're out of here"
Ridiculous really. What am I supposed to do, I've got media shoving it down my throat that I need to be sexually active, a body that unfortunatly seemed to not hit, but careen and crash straight into puberty and a mind that's always been a bit more mature than others my age. I walked around in this body of mine always believing that I shouldn't have a sexual thought/desire/need even though my body (particularly my body shape/type) was screaming at me that I was raging with hormones and a mind and heart that believed I was doing the right thing at the right time.
I dunno.
/rant
1) If you have kids, will you not talk to them about sexuality and leave it up to school education, or will you talk to them about it on your own?
2) Does your morality/religion say that it's better that you wait for marriage?
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godlessnerd:
ooo get me some too 
tristerosdemon:
you should read the book "survivor" by chuck palahnuik (he wrote fight club). nice read about sexuality and rebellion. very enjoyable.