cexiceci

happy new year. starting now.

I wish I had my wingie last night. In short, I

got too drunk

i never get to drunk. why. why did it have to be last night.

it wasnt even midnight
i was puking in kevins bathroom
he came to check on me
i heard everyone counting
i ran out to find him and kiss him during the countdown
we kissed. i hope i didnt taste bad. how embarrassing
i ran back to his room and hung out near the toilet for a while then passed out on his bed.
at some point he stumbled in and said "you ok babe?"
i actually was feeling much better
but not that better and still drunk
i really wasnt in the mood to hook up
and yet it happened
which i resent

I hate being sloppy and I hate sloppy hook-ups even more.
At least he was really drunk too? maybe? ha.


But ok. New year, new day, let it go, and never drink champagne and beer and wine and jack daniels on the same night again.