"5 items I can't live without? change, change, change, change and change." - elfin
That is my official confirmation. I'm going to Marseilles to write my thesis there. Everything has been set for a couple of weeks now, but this is the first actuall physical object I have that says so. Kind of gives the whole thing a lot more reality.
As do the first French lessons I've had this week (though my capabilities with french will be laughable at best by the time I go there in mid July...)
And so it changes again. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, over the last few years the avarage time I lived in a city before moving on has been nine months.
Hehe... yet here come the butterflies again, the excitement and apprehension, the questionmarks. No regrets. Never regrets. Especially this time around, this one was long overdue I should have been gone from (my tiny village outside of) Munich again months ago. Being stuck here kills my mind, closes me down. I'm caught up in old habbits, old thoughts, old enviroments which I have long outgrown, and my old escapisms no longer suffice either.
And this time there will be no coming back here either, I have done all the courses I needed to do, the paperwork is finished and submitted. This time it's "the road goes ever on and on", not just an episode that in a nice story arc leads back to the same basic situation, there will never be a basic situation to start from again. It's all free form imporvisation from now on.
Exciting days ahead.... The world is good.
That is my official confirmation. I'm going to Marseilles to write my thesis there. Everything has been set for a couple of weeks now, but this is the first actuall physical object I have that says so. Kind of gives the whole thing a lot more reality.
As do the first French lessons I've had this week (though my capabilities with french will be laughable at best by the time I go there in mid July...)
And so it changes again. You'd think I'd be used to it by now, over the last few years the avarage time I lived in a city before moving on has been nine months.
Hehe... yet here come the butterflies again, the excitement and apprehension, the questionmarks. No regrets. Never regrets. Especially this time around, this one was long overdue I should have been gone from (my tiny village outside of) Munich again months ago. Being stuck here kills my mind, closes me down. I'm caught up in old habbits, old thoughts, old enviroments which I have long outgrown, and my old escapisms no longer suffice either.
And this time there will be no coming back here either, I have done all the courses I needed to do, the paperwork is finished and submitted. This time it's "the road goes ever on and on", not just an episode that in a nice story arc leads back to the same basic situation, there will never be a basic situation to start from again. It's all free form imporvisation from now on.
Exciting days ahead.... The world is good.
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Nice to notice that I'm not the only one here who moves about every 9months or more often from place to place. Now it's getting over the limit since this is already my 10th month in Netherlands but no worries, move ahead in 2 weeks
As for moving, I appreciate how moving can help change habits of action as well as the mind. I've thought about moving a lot. I'm pretty torn. My gut says yes, but heart says no. But you seem all for it and I congratulate you. I hope it's all you expect and hope.
I'm sure there are answers, but I'll have a bunch of questions first. Quantum reality is still something i need to learn. As I understand much of it is based on an altered behavior of probability?