Thursday Nov 25, 2010

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so, i think i want a girlfriend... i think i am taking a big break from guys.... but for now i'm taking a break from all relationship type things.


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i wish i could kiss a really sexy girl right now though


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ladollyvita:
I felt the same way last time I got out of a relationship. So I went on a few girl dates. The kissing was really nice, but damn girls are crazy! lol :p
creolla:
Sometimes I feel the same way... About kissing a hot girl that is, I don't need a break from my boyfriend I don't think I could ever find a better one. But as LaDollyVita said girls are so crazy! I hope you find someone sexy to love on for christmas smile Your thanksgiving looks like it was cozy and yummy.

Thursday Nov 25, 2010

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chipdanger:
You're so gorgeous!
cadavre:
we can plan it for after the holidays

Wednesday Nov 24, 2010

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SHIT!!!!!

my photogs computer just crashed and all the pictures from my shoot have been lost.... this sucks serious fucking balls. i'm so upset and disappointed. i don't think she had back-up copies either....


FUCK MY LIFE

*EDIT*

the pictures are for truly gone frown
but my pumpkin cheesecake turned out good (i think)
but the ex is completely officially permanently an ex (cuz he's a...
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mssasha:
frown
adrastea:
people who are dick's deserve to be permanent ex's. I hope you are okay.

and I am sooo sorry about you losing your photos. I'm horrible about backing up my computer. I really need to do so more often.

But pumpkin cheesecake sounds delish!

Monday Nov 22, 2010

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so after not sleeping alone for 2.5 years, it's been really hard to sleep through the night. a lot of tossing and turning and the nightly nightmares i'm having aren't helping. on top of that i have been used to sleeping on what felt like a cloud, and now i'm sleeping on a rock (ok not literally but still feels like one)
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comixbookgurl:
You look adorable sweety
evilgothboy2:
Bless!

Sunday Nov 21, 2010

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charbo:
I raise you with the 12feet we had in my hometown in 97 tongue Normal years are just 6 feet frown
chipdanger:
Thanks for the thoughts hun!

Friday Nov 19, 2010

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so, i think i am going to dye my hair. i know i went through a lot to get it blonde, but i only did this color for my now ex-fiance. and i don't think i want to be reminded of yet another thing i did for him. i don't hate the blonde, i actually kind of like it, but it's a hard reminder to...
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inkedgeek:
Probably need to find something other than SG to occupy your time...doesn't seem like much going on here today...lol.
debased_pixie:
Got nothing on you hun
x

Sunday Nov 14, 2010

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i can't seem to win at life, or even just not fail


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so i know i have been doing a lot of blogging lately, and it has mostly been venting and me being sad. i'm sorry, sorry that i haven't been a stronger person. i feel like i should have kept all of that to myself, and kinda wish i could take it all...
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inkedgeek:
LOL...ok...this reply was supposed to go to someone else's blog...SG really messed up on this one. Now I'm curious to see if it made it to the right page. Sorry about that... biggrin
_ant_:
SMILE IT WILL GET BETTER I PROMISE.

Saturday Nov 13, 2010

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this was my night last night, lots of texts from the boy whether i responded ot not, i left some out because they are stupid but this gives you the gist.


1. "I am getting rid of all your stuff i dont care"
2. "Hell i might just take it all out back along with melman and set them on fire" (melman is my four...
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mssasha:
What an idoit.
inkedgeek:
{hugs}

Friday Nov 12, 2010

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Update under the spoiler

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so like it says above, this is an update to my day. i told him off, which made me feel immensely better. than i had my shoot, and surprisingly it was quite easy to smile and i don't think any of the sad showed trough. i am so excited, the photographer i worked with was so much...
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jaxy:
Good luck honey, with the shoot and the boy.
jaxy:
Just remember many of us say things we don't mean when we are hurt. And sometimes we say the things we really mean but are too scared to voice aloud.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2010

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my fiance just left me last night. i have no friends and no family around here and no job, i'm staying at his half sisters right now. 2.5 years of me trying to make it work, and giving him everything he wanted, and he tells me last night that he has been faking it and hasn't wanted to be with me for awhile. meanwhile all...
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joliette:
How are you doing today, sweetheart? I'm SO glad we got a chance to talk on the phone yesterday -- isn't that so much better than texting/email/etc? Wanted to check in with you. If you need to talk again today, you have my number. Let me know.
tenach:
Nobody should have to go through that, no guy should treat their other like that... I am going through a divorce, nearly one month now after trying to please her and make her life wonderful. I didn't realize that I was so blind to the fact that I left my friends in the dark.

Not having any friends around the area is a major ball of suck, especially when starting life over with nothing, not even a job.

I wish you all the best!
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