I am, i really am just the worst. I used to really enjoy writing blogs and taking part in online shenanigans but lately, i've just not had the drive.
As many of you know, I suffer greatly from anxiety and depression and lately i've been a roller coaster. each day is so different from the previous one that feel as if i am entering a very unreliable and unpredictable head space. I'm constantly working on it though. One of my greatest fears is that I will get lost in my mind and never be able to escape. I feel so strongly that all of my friends and admirers are an incredible reminder to take a step back and come out of my head once in a while. It's just becoming apparent that the time spent out of my head is getting shorter and less frequent. I suppose I'm saying all of these things because I want to reassure you that i'm still here, I'm still trying and I'm still lurking on SG, daily. I'm just a silent lurker as of late. I read all of your kind, thoughtful comments and delve into your blogs and perve at all of the naked ladies too. silent ceres sucks, sorry. (ps. yay for accidental alliteration.)
this blog is not meant to be a downer, because there are so many positive things happening in my life too.
@stormyent, @psypher and I's Mini Vancouver Shootfest starts tomorrow and we are the most excited bunch of little kittens! follow us on social media for so many sneak peaks and perving opportunities!
My new set "Cat from Hell" shot by my favourite, @dwam, will be up in MR this weekend! You won't want to miss it, it's seriously adorable. Meow!
I recently had the pleasure of shooting with my incredibly talented and kind friend @atmosphericchaos again! We shot a beautiful set for Zivity in 2012 called Helliotropic and now we've got finally got some super sexy fetish shots to share with you! I'm so happy with how these photos turned out, if you're ever in Vancouver - get at this dude to shoot. He's a gem!
@stormyent and I also have a multi coming your way shot by our bff @psypher! The 3 of us make a magnificent team, if i do say so myself. <3 !
I also got together with my favourite south american babe @ituit, to shoot another new set! Working with this woman is such a pleasure. She's so much fun, so professional and so talented. Her eye for detail is incredible and I honestly can't even wait for you to see the whole set. Such a pleasure shooting with this sweetheart again <3 "Efflorescence" will be coming to you in 4 months!
I think it's time for a good old morning nap, before I start my day. goodnight everyone
xoxo
